Jason Mccan (love story) ||✔||

To live...

My sisters have been in an accident?

But How? Why?

So many questions were going through my head I just couldn't believe it I haven't talked to my sisters in ages the last time we did talk they told me how much they were going to miss me since my parents were shipping them off to some boarding house so they could at least stay put I remember both of them were both a little young back then well they are my little sisters it just makes me... I don't even know

There is Sarah who's I think 8 right now and Paige who's most likely 12 or so I don't even remember really

They were supposed to stay in school till they were older I don't even know how that happened

That's when I realized my dad was looking at me cautiously trying to find out how I was going to react

I put on my blank face an tried to stay calm

"How did this happen to them?" I ask

"Well since I knew that we were probably going to stay here for a while your mom and I decide to take then out of the boarding school and put them in the elementary and middle school down the road we had a friend of ours pick them up I didn't know this was gong to happen I just keep thinking that maybe if I had just-" he says when I cut him off and say "No dad it's not your fault don't blame yourself none of us had any idea this was going to happen ok anyways the accident couldn't have been that bad right?"

"Actually it was pretty bad the car was totaled after the crash my friend had sever injuries to the head arms and legs,Paige who was in the passenger seat broke her arm has a gash in her leg and sprained her ankle" he says heavily

I look at him strangely that not at all bad I've had and seen worse that's when I realize he didn't say anything about Sarah "Dad what about Sarah?" I say quietly

"You see uh Sarah being the smallest and all was in the back seat and unfortunately the side she was sitting in on the car was were the other car hit them and the side she had the worst injuries broken leg dislocated shoulder internal bleeding and she's in a coma" he says sadly

I almost stop breathing in a coma?

My baby girl Sarah she was always so happy and whenever I was sad would want to cheer me up she was the only one that knew when I was sad or angry she h- no stop it, don't think of her like that stay strong Cassie

"Lets go see my little sisters" I say strongly after a moment of silence with my dad

"I was hoping you'd say that" my dad said while walking to the bathroom to call my mom

It's crazy how my day just keeps getting worse and worse first Jason now this I swear whoever was driving in the other car will pay for this

When my dad finally got my mom out of the bathroom and in the car she was just silent and stared straight ahead now an then you would here a sniff come from her but other than that nothing

Once we were on the road to the hospital I updated my fb status Wake up babe I'm sorry just wake up I posted it and turned off my phone so I couldn't have any distractions I really needed Sarah to wake up and for Paige to get better

At the Hospital

Once we drove up and luckily found a close parking spot to the hospital we rushed in and went up to the nurses desk to check in "Paige Miller and Sarah Miller" I say hastily

The lady looks at me for a moment before typing the names in "ah yes they were checked in a couple minutes ago just sit down in the waiting room and wait for the nurse to call your name" she says

I walk quickly to a seat and set my head down on my hands how is this always happening to me all of a sudden I feel a rush of anger rush threw me I hop up off the chair and turn towards the wall I slam my fist repeatedly into the wall until I see a dent then I walk out of the hospital I need to breathe what's happening to me I find my parents car and get in since they always leave the car unlocked with the keys in the car I have no idea why I put the car in gear and back out of our parking spot

I'll be back....Hopefully

As I'm speeding down the freeway on my way to who knows where I feel tears on the brim of my eyes no no crying I squeeze my eyes shut and breathe deeply hoping to make them go away little did I know that was going to be the last healthy breath I ever took I opened my eyes to late and was swerving off the end of the freeway I turned to late and just ended up doing a flat spin straight over the edge for a second it felt as if time was still but then everything came rushing back to me as I closed my eyes tight again I thought about all the things I haven't don't yet well the little list of things I haven't done yet become a singer get married have kids live happily ever after all that was out the window no how could I be so stupid I squeezed my eyes closed even mired if that was possible and felt the impact the car made with the ground below my body immediately went numb I was in pain but I couldn't feel it I was tossed and thrown back and forth inside the car not even the seat belt was helping as I opened my eyes for a second I knew i should have kept the close in front of me was the end if the bumpy hill straight into the lake

Please car stop stop st- but we all know my luck isn't that good pretty soon I felt my self taking in water as much as I tried to take of my seatbelt it was stuck and I didn't even have my pocket knife with me pretty soon I felt my eyes grow heavy and my eye sight became black before I was driven into darkness again