Let me tell you a story....
It all started
*At 1 AM
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At 1 AM I get flashbacks in my head
Thought about the good old days
Months ago, I would smile while reading your texts
Realizing it was all left to faded woes.
There were those days I visit that chapter of you
Back when it was summer, I'd recall
I'd tell you about those fleeting moments
You'd ask me what it was like
I'd tell you about how I feel when we held hands
Or how we run around the streets like it was ours
You'd smile and kiss my cheek.
At 1 AM we'd talk about our future
We were at the highest peak
Where love was a feeling we both had
And our words were the only language we understood
Everyone else were just background noise
They were just an audience to our play
We fade in to our own world
Earphones in and we sing out loud
Weird and fascinated looks were sent to us
But I didn't care, I only wanted your approval
At 1 AM everything was perfect,
Perfect wasn't the thing I needed
I didn't realize that 'til
You'd hop on to that white flying vehicle
Taking you somewhere I couldn't go
You told me "I'll see you soon."
You hated good byes,
You never wanted me to say "good bye"
I wanted to follow you
I wanted to strap myself in
Anywhere close to you would be enough
At 1 AM I woke up and realized
You forgot about me
I found my self in a bleak state
Heard nothing from you for weeks
Tried to send a message through
Did the distance consume you?
You left me both ways
At 1 AM I laid on my bed
Feeling the emptiness of thoughts
I let the days just pass by to nothing
Until I forgot about the feeling
Until I knew you had someone who made you smile,
Like the way I smiled when I was with you.
I felt something again, it was foreign
It felt like rope tied to my neck
Or a million nails pierced in to my skin
This would happen, I knew about it
Didn't choose to believe it
There were signs, I felt I needed to be blinded from
Whispers "This will go away, SOON.."
August, wondering on memories
Some were torn and twisted
Pointing out your mistake, my mistake,
It didn't matter in the end
What mattered was...
At 1 AM I'd get a thought of you.
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THE END.
-WishfulFarter (TIE)
