The dealers life

Perfect Family

Cookie pov
Once we got outside we saw Lucius dancing with Carol. "Cookie Monster! I'm hungry." "Yeah me too Lu." "Want me to cook or are you?" I asked Lucious with a devilish smile. "Umm baby you cook them cookies tasted pretty nice." "What cookies could you be talking about?" I asked twirling my hair. "The one I ate.....maybe I'll try the other one." He whispered the last part in my ear. "Umh you aren't being good." "I'm sorry." He said hugging me. "Ice cream Carebear?" I asked and she screamed "YESSSSS." She got it from me and ran back to the car. "Here you go Lucius." "Be good and don't eat too much you'll get a stomach ache." "Okay dad.""You like calling me that don't you." "NOO!" Their interactions were cute. "Where's my dad anyway?" I know his moms a bitch. "Trust me you don't want to know." "Why?" I Whispered in his ear. He gave me the I'll tell you later look then kissed my forehead. "Well can you be my dad Lu?" Awwn. "If you my son I got rules." They are adorable. "What rules? You already boss me around." "Like yo ass can't be wondering the streets." "Yes dad!" Lu laughed. "I want a mommy too!" Lu smiled dropped. "I can't giv-" he started off. "Then you're useless of being my dad." He ran back in the building and sat on the steps. "Lu I'll talk to him watch carebear for me." I walked back inside and found him crying. "Cutie come here." I pulled him into a hug. "Listen I've only known you for a couple of hours but....I really like you a lot. You and your brother. So if you want to have a eighteen year old girl as your mom I'll be willing." He looked up at me. "Yay!" He hugged me. "I love you already mommy!" A tear slipped down my cheek. I haven't heard those three words in a long time from anyone not even my own sister. "Why are you crying mommy?" "I'm fine cutie." I picked him up and put him on my hip. I saw Lu picking up Carol off the ground. "What you hurt this time?" "My knee Cookie Monster." Lu got the dirt off it. "Okay well umm we need to get going and I'll give you a band aid." Lu picked her up.  "Carebear I gotta cancel that date cuz you're technically my auntie now." He snuggled in my neck. Lucious looked at me shocked. I smiled. 'Thank you beautiful' he mouthed to me. "SIBLINGS YAYY!" Carebear clapped. Huh. "What you talking about?" I asked looking confused. "You're my mommy too right?" She gave me that baby face. "Yes Carebear." She danced in Lu arms. "You are too funny." Lu said and I stood next to him. "So Daddy are you Carebear daddy?" "Well not exactly at least not if she don't want and you can still date if yall want in a couple years." "I want a daddy!"" "You do Carebear?" I asked he never seemed like she did before but I know how it feels to grow up without one. "Yes!" She hugged Lu tighter. "Well I guess we are a family now huh?" I asked Lu and he took my hand. "Yes I guess so beautiful Now lets get you two something to eat then tuck you in." He said tickling Carebears side and I smiled he's gonna be a great dad. "I don't want to sleep!" Lucius whined. "Baby boy you need to sleep so that you can be ready to play tomorrow since Carol goes to school." He nodded. "Aight come on let's go I have to talk to y'all's mama about something." We all got in the car. Hypnotize by biggie came on and I started dancing in my seat. "You really like music don't you?" He asked and I saw Puma through the window. Anger coursed through me just seeing him. He started walking this way. Lu was playing with his guns. "You want me to handle it?" He asked me and I looked back at care bear and Little cutie sleeping holding hands AWWW they're so cute. "Nah I don't want them to be like us with all the guns you know?" I looked into his eyes and damn they are just perfect. "I'll let his ass slide this time." He pulled off almost hitting puma. "Daddy slow down!" Lucius mumbled. "Fine I just saw something I aint want you to see luke." "Okay daddy are we home yet?" He asked in an incredibly cute voice. "Almost go back to sleep." As we rode I saw Lu lived in a crazy ass neighborhood. "Is this really a safe neighborhood for kids?" I looked at him. Damn his abs sexy. "No but is west Philly safe?" Damn he got me there. "I'm only here until I slang enough money to move at least that was the plan seem like I gotta change." He said picking up some bags. "You get the kids and I'll handle this." I got out the car picking both of the cuties up. I felt Lu watching my ass the whole time. "You know if you stop starin' maybe you can have it." I yelled seductively as I walked in leaving him in shock. "Here." He opened the door. "Thank you what rooms his?" I asked. "Third room to the left mommy." Luke said in his sleepy voice. I swayed my hips through the house giving Lu a view. Go up the stairs careful but keep my sway. "You're playing with fire ain't ya." He said as I reached the top of the stairs. "Mmh I like fire." I said closing the door to the room and laying Luke down. The room is cute it is full of car stickers and his bed is shaped like a car. I took him and carebear in together cause I know I ain't finna be able to separate their hands. I walked out to find Lu all sexy and sweaty."Baby, Come here please." He called out to me. I walked over slowly. "Yes." I said a I walked into the living room where he was watching some game. I sat on his lap. Knowing him for only a day made me......fall in love a little with him. "Umm you smell nice." He said putting his arms around me. I kissed his neck. "Thank you I think it's vanilla today." "Now about this giving it to me..." "There are kids here." "There will always be kids here I can teach you to be quite." "I'm not gonna do that plus we kinda just met today seems a bit rushed and I want to be a little better at containing who I give it to." I said playing with his fingers. "I wont rush it. You tell me when you're ready and I'll have them stay with Vern." He went back to watching the game. I wanted to try something with Puma but he was scared and embarrassed cause his dick was small. "Does oral count?" I asked and he looked up at me shocked. "Have you ever done that?" "No but I know how and if you want I could you know." I said as my hand trailed on his abs. "I think it counts. But if you want go ahead it's yours." I looked up at the game. I don't see it's appeal. I moved his arms off of my waist. I slid down on my knees. "Could you sit up a bit so I can pull your pants down?" I asked in a shaky voice and he looked at me with a soft gaze. "You don't have too." "I want to...... Do you not want me to?" I asked showing a bit of my insecurity by just standing up. "I do trust me. I don't want you to feel like I was using you in the morning or regret it." "And I won't as long as you don't act weird the next day. Like he did." I said looking down I don't want to get emotional on him I really like him. I felt myself being picked up. "I ain't that pussy ass nigga....I wouldn't hurt someone as beautiful as you." "I think I could fall in love with you faster than I thought was possible." I said more to myself than him. He leaned down and kissed me. "Mommy what happened to our food?" Luke said and I looked at Lucious. "Luke give Mommy a minute and she will cook." Lu said as he hugged me tight kissing my neck. Lu held me tighter. "Look I know you tryna fuck but I'm hungry!" Oh my god he cussed. "Lucious put me down." "I told you to stop cursing now you in trouble I'm gonna take a shower." He said putting me down and walking away laughing. "Cutie come here." He walked over hesitating at first. "Yes mommy." "You can't curse at all it's not good for you okay?" "Yes mommy." He hugged me. "What do you want eat baby boy." "Nuggets." I looked over at Carol who was barely standing. Lu came back and scooped a bag up. "Okay carebear come here." I said and she walked towards me. I picked her up and went into the kitchen. "Babe they want nuggets can I cook that?" "Yeah but can you make something else for us or if you dont want to I can just order." "Okay I'll give you the money here." I handed him a twenty. "Nah I got it there's rules with yo girl you never let her pay." He said kissing my neck. "My mommy." Luke hugged my legs. "My baby boy." I said going down to his height after getting him off my leg and kissing his forehead. "Where do you wanna order from?" "You pick I'm gonna make a dessert though so don't order that." I said trying to put Carebear down but she hugged tighter. "You wanna help me or are you tired Carebear?" I asked." Mommy I gotta potty." Luke screamed and I tried once again to but she wouldn't let me. "Carebear do you want to go with daddy?" "Yes." Lu took her from me. "Baby boy lets go to the bathroom." I said taking him in my arms and walkin up to the bathroom. I opened the bathroom it had stickers everywhere. Must be Luke's. I put him down and he ran in shutting the door. I waited outside and I heard the sighs of relief. Damn the boy had to go. I heard giggling from the living room "Daddy stwap tickling me." I heard Carol say. "YAYY!" Wow she'd never been this way with bunky. Maybe she really did need a daddy as much as I needed cheering up. The door opened and my baby boy came out. "You wash your hands." "Of course mommy if I didn't that would be nasty." "Lets go see what Daddy and Carebear are doing." Carol was having a ball with Lu. He was swinging her in the air. "Dizzy daddy dizzy." "Mommy can we do that?" Like asked and I pulled him up to me. I started what Lu did. Then I threw him in the air and caught him. He giggled like mad. "I see you havin fun huh little man." Lu smirked coming over with Carebear on his back. "Momma's fun." He said threw his giggles and I kissed his cheek. TAP! TAP! Lu looked at the door. "I haven't ordered yet. Carebear go with mommy for a minute." Lu grabbed his gun and answered the door. "WHAT THE FUCK I TELL YOU JANET!" We heard Lu yell. " I don't care what you said that's my baby." Luke hugged me tight. "I don't wanna go mommy!" "you don't have to. Carebear give me your phone." She handed me her little pink phone. Lu walked in with his mother. "Baby boy!" I dialed a number. "Is that the cops?!" "No I don't fuck wit the police but I do fuck with calling my lawyer for a restraining order." "Wait I just wanna say bye." I closed the phone. "Baby boy will two minutes be okay with you?" I asked and he pushed his face deeper into my neck. "I don't think he wants that."  I said hugging him as Carol hugged my leg. "I have my mommy right here."  Luke said and I started to drag my leg so me and them can go into the kitchen but she pulled my hand. "Aye get yo hands off my girl Janet." Lu yanked her wrist off. "Luke carebear go play really quick I'll be up in five and you can help me make dessert." They nodded and ran. They knew what was coming. "HE'S MINE NOT YOURS!!!!" I pulled my gun from my shorts and pointed it to her head. "OKAY LET'S GET THIS STRAIGHT IF I SEE YOU OR HEAR YOU AGAIN YOU'LL BE AT THE BOTTOM OF A RIVER GOT IT." I yelled at her and she looked scared while Lu was just in Awe. "Yes I'm leaving now." She ran out the door closing it quietly. The next thing I know was pinned against the wall lips being attacked. I grinned on him. "Damn I've never seen a sexier women in my life." I blushed then pushed him off. "Baby later I gotta go check on my babies oh and hold onto this for me." I handed him my gun walking away giving him a view once more. I saw Carol dolls in Luke monster truck. "You two having fun?" I asked and they ran up and hugged my legs. Lu walked in and picked up Carol. "Why yall all up on your mama for?" He asked as I picked Luke up and kissed his cheeks. "Did you order Daddy?" "You answer my question first my little princess." "I don't know I love my mommy." "And I bet mommy loves you now lets go order cause mommy looks like she's having fun with Luke there." Lu said as me and Luke began a tickle war. "Aww you wanna play this game huh Mr. Tough guy?" I started tickling him. He tickled back and we uncontrollably laughed. I started breathing funny." "Mommy you okay?" He said. Carebear ran up to me with my inhaler. Damn I got her trained I pumped the medicine and took a deep breath. "I'm fine just asthma."  Lu looked worried. "Baby you sure?" "Yeah I think I'm good for now but it's cute that you worry." I said getting up and continuing my tickles. Luke cried his surrender and Lucious wrapped his arms around my waist. "Promise me you're okay I can't lose someone as beautiful as you especially since I can fall for you." He said into my ear and I nodded. "What'd You order?" "Nuggets for the kids and beef and broccoli for me then I got you sweet and sour chicken." "What dessert goes with Chinese food?" "I don't know but cheesecake is good." I felt a squirt of water hit me. "Did you just feel water?" I asked Lu who was to busy hugging and smelling on me to notice. I looked down at Luke who held a water gun. He squirted us all. My shirt was all wet and kinda see thru since it was a white crop top. "Really Lucius." Lu said picking him up. Carol hid behind the dresser. I felt kind of embarrassed you could see right through my shirt so I took my bookbag and put it over my front. "Aight lay down when the food comes I'll call you." Lu walked out with me and closed the door picking me up and putting me over his back. "Lucious you can't carry me like this I could get sick." I said loudly but not screaming. He put me on the bed. It was a water bed which made me feel more uncomfortable about the water making my shirt stick to my body. I hugged my bookbag to my chest. "It's okay don't be embarrassed I was hard hugging you." "Ummm maybe I should just go change." I said in a nervous tone no matter how much I didn't want to be embarrassed my sizes are average and most guys have seen better at least that's how Puma put it. "Why you embarrassed? They nice I mean those hoes I've been got them saggy shit." "There's a lot of girls to be with why me?" He pulled me to him. "Why do you think you're not good enough? You're  perfect and smart probably at least that what Bunkies always saying and you're a good mother figure I mean look at Carol." "I'm not beautiful." "You are Trust me you are."He said but I still didn't believe how can I be beautiful yet still be the geek that you wouldn't sleep with unless you were drunk or at least that's how Puma explained taking my virginity to me. "When you ready I am gonna make you feel like the queen you are. Fuck what that puma says. That nigga ain't got enough sense to say you ain't beautiful. These curves, lips, ass, breast, Face, but the most beautiful thing is your heart." I was in tears and he wiped them away. "He didn't deserve you and you dont deserve the pain." He said hugging me close and kissing  forehead and then I heard a small voice. "Why is mommy crying?" Lucius asked and came up to me. "I'm  sorry for the water don't cry mommy." He said. "I'm fine baby it's not that I'm okay though." "Good I'm eating fruit snacks. Bye." He ran off. "No you are not." Lucious said getting up and getting him. I wondered if everything he said could be true or was I just setting myself up for disappointment. I sat on the bed until he came back. "That oral thing you want me to try it out on you?" He asked and I shook my head I'm already way too self conscious from the last time someone even came close to that. He nodded. I got up and looked at him. "Im gonna take a shower could you tell me where you put my clothes?" I asked looking up now putting on my poker face I'm not supposed to let on all this emotional shit I carry but somehow it had slipped and now I've gotta up the game. He kissed me passionately. "Down the hall to your right." "Thanks." I said and let out a small smile. I call it the deserving smile, and go where he had told me. I had my bag that was sitting on the bed so I stripped of my clothes and started my shower. Once I finish, dried off and changed Lu was eating his food on the bed. "Umm don't we have a kitchen table for a reason." I said walking past him and going downstairs into the kitchen. The kids were eating down there. "Mommy this is good."  "Is it really baby." I said sitting down to be at his level. "If I make some dessert do you think you'll have room or should I just save it for your lunch?" I asked them and they smiled at eachother. "Nope NOW!" They said in unison. "Okay Cookies, Cheesecake or flan." I said the three options that I knew Carebear liked the best. "Cheesecake!" They both said. "Okay Strawberry with graham cracker crust or." They didn't even let me finish they just said "YES!!!" "Okay." I said and I went into the fridge and pulled out the ingredients. Lu walked in the kitchen kissing me on the cheek and grabbing a soda. He was walking funny. "Why are you walking like that Daddy?" Luke asked. "I hit my toe." I knew he was lying instantly. "Babies I'll be right back I have to pull your father out for a talk." They nodded their heads and Lu looked down like a little boy in trouble would. We walked upstairs and went to the bedroom. "Start with the truth and it'll go a lot smoother than me digging." I said straightforwardly. "I'm hard." "Then maybe you need to stay in here for awhile while I make the cheesecake and get them to bed and if you want we can take care of that. Unless you want to yourself then you know by all means." I said in a calm rational tone. "I'll stay up here." "How did you even get hard from what?" I asked cause in reality I am curious. "You." "What did I do?" I asked Puma always said I never did turn him on just the alcohol and a vigra did the job. He walked over to me. "Look at yourself there's not an explanation." I didn't see it my frame was mediocre at most my skin supple but not too soft my height not right my breast a bit smaller C cups my booty only part of me that wasn't to bad and then my fat thighs and skinny legs. He pulled me into a heated kiss. I pulled away. The look in his eyes is something I've never seen before but even without knowing the look I knew it would lead to trouble so I took a few steps back. "Why do you think you're not beautiful.....what I gotta do to prove it to you?" "Nothing I'm gonna go back downstairs and make the cheesecake." I said trying to leave the conversation he doesn't need to know about what my father is or why me and Carol don't have a mother. I gotta keep the poker face. I kept telling myself. He picked me up bridal style. "You can't go til you believe it." He said well I guess I'll be stuck here for a while cause nothing's made me see anything in myself other than a junkies daughter who was a 'mistake' as she put it. "You give me permission?" I trusted him so I nodded. I don't know exactly how much permission I'm giving him but I could only feel fear. He was really nice and thoughtful and what if this doesn't work out the way he thought it would. I felt him pull down my booty shorts. I did my best to not cross my legs tightly to make him stop. Then I thought I can't let fear control me he'll sense it Poker face girl. "Why are you so tense loosen up." "I'm not be-" he cut me off. "Yeah you look." He showed me us in the mirror. Thats way more creepy than I'd ever thought anyone could get. I felt a lick at my core. It was weird and uncomfortable yet it felt good. "Take off your shirt." He commanded and I shook my head. "Why?"  "I don't think I'm very Comfortable with that." I said honestly I should be but I'm not. He nodded and went back to licking me.  Moans escaped my lips. What how does this even feel this good. I heard a knock. Lu looked up at me I was having pleasure for the first time. "Mommy will make the cake in thirty minutes?" Lucius asked through the door and I looked down at Lu for an answer. "Yea go finish eating......while I do too." He mumbled the last part putting his back between my thighs. My hand trailed to his hair he had short curls at the top of his head and it was damn sexy. "You like that don't you?" He asked as I played with his curls. I nodded. His licks picked up pace. I bit my lip containing moans. I don't  need the kids to hear me and wonder. I started running other hand across my nipples threw my shirt since I wasn't wearing a bra. I felt his thick fingers in me. I wore a shocked expression. I was soaking wet. "How's that?" He asked and I didn't know the word to use. I watched eat me out like it was the last supper and even as my climax arrived I didn't have the word to explain what he was doing to me. He pinned my legs down when I tried to move them. I can't be traped it's not a thing I've ever been comfy with so I fidgit. He released my legs but continued to eat. I took a few deep breaths from keep myself from going breathless for holding my tongue. He pulled his fingers out. "You okay up there?" He asked onto my clit. I pushed his head back down. I couldn't speak. Not without moaning and I'm not messing with my sisters innocents yet. I wanted the shirt off now. I took his hands and made him pull the hem up a bit. "Oh so you're comfortable enough now?" I nodded and he moved his head from my core and pulled my shirt off now looking at my breast. He took one his hand and played with the nipple. "They're perfect." He said now pumping his other hand in me while he sucked on my other nipple. I moaned softly. "Ummm."He groaned onto my nipple and at first I didn't get why then I noticed the familiar feeling of a climax coming. I came all over his fingers. He brought his fingers to his mouth and cleaned it up all while staring at me. "Do you see the beauty now?" He asked his face right in mine. Truth is I didn't see a big difference but I felt more beautiful. I kissed his lip while grinding on his fingers more. "Umm Cookie." He groaned onto my lips and then I realized I'm forgetting his problem. "Take off your pants." He did what he was told and went back to sucking my nipple. "Stop." I said and he did with a confused expression. "Lay back." He did as was told once more. I took his shaft in hand and it was really big. I jerked it the way I heard most girls do before they actually do the oral act. "Ummm a little faster and with spit on your hand makes it easier." He groaned to inform me. He's done this before so I have to be way better than any other. "Yes....daddy." I smiled at him  and he had a lustful expression. I guess he likes being called that in bed. I spit onto my hand and pumped in a circular motion. He threw his head back. "Fuck that feels good." He groaned and I licked the tip as I pumped my hand. I swirled my tongue. I played with his balls like it said in the magazine. "UGH how do you know how to do this so well?" He asked and instead of answering I removed my hand and took him all the way into my mouth bobbing my head while playing with his balls.  I hummed a song. Keeping in tone with the music to it that played in my head. His breathe hitched a bit. He gripped my hair making me take more of his dick. My teeth accidentally scraped his shaft. I stopped and looked up at him with an apologetic look cause everywhere I researched said you're not supposed to scrape anything. "Why you stop it felt good?" "I'm sorry I thought I wasn't suppose to scrape you with my teeth." I looked at him questioningly. "I didn't notice." "Can you tell me why? more later though." I said knowing that he was enjoying this. I took a real good look at his dick. "Can I trust you?" "I think by now thats not a question why do you ask beautiful?" I got up and climbed on top of him. "Your sure about this?" He asked and I nodded but before I could do anything he stopped me. "I think that we should do this when the kids aren't gonna come up in five four three two one." On que there were two knocks on the door. "I'm coming down now babies." "Okay mommy." I heard them leave. I got redressed feeling a bit rejected but pushed it off. He pulled me to him. "I....kinda love....you." He said and I smiled and kissed him. "I love you too Lucious." I ran downstairs and washed my hands. "Mommy can we help?" They both asked and I nodded. Lu walked down the steps. He grinned and kissed down my neck. "You and I can not be in the same kitchen sho." I said as I gave the kids the cracker mix ingredients so they can do that since it's fairly simple. Lu stole some cream and put it on my nose. "Really?" I asked as I scrunched my nose and turned away from the ingredients to sneeze. "Aww my baby sick." "Allergies suck." I said cleaning the cream off my nose. "Mommy look!" I looked and they had made a mess of crackers on the table but still got the mix right. "Good babies now maybe Daddy will take you to go watch some cartoons." I said knowing it would be torture if she said Dora. "Dora!" "Cars!" Oh shit I see a dilemma for him. "Ask your daddy." I said and started fixing stuff and Lu looked at me. 'Traitor' He mouthed to me and I laughed. I might just have the perfect family now.