I'm a sinner

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I was a sinner,I felt like no one wanted me. I was doing drugs snorting pills smoking trying alchol cursing being rebelous. People thought I was a good guy but they didn't know what my home life was like. And till this point I didn't want anyone to know what my home life was like. My mom had called the cops on me five times and I even went so far to call my mom horrible names and I tried to kill my self. I felt like no one loved me it felt like I had no one. My freinds were there for me but they just didn't understand. I started cutting myself and they thought it was just because I wanted to look cool but it wasn't. I felt so alone I would cry till I could cry no more. No one understood. I was in so much pain. I couldn't take it no more I just wanted to die.
I would think about killing my self every day and how I would kill my self. I always kept my emotions bundled up inside I would never talk to anyone about them. My freind Summer Monday who I have knew since preschool I didn't even talk to her about how I felt. I felt so alone so sick of life.

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