My New Life (One Direction Fan Fiction) - Sequel to How Everything Changed

Chapter Four - Fears

(Kind of a filler chapter just to get a bit of info about what Kathryn deals with now as the after math of losing people she loves and about her fear and stuff.)

Kathryn's P.O.V

I walked off the plane and made my way to where I was suppose to meet Niall. He had brought my bag with him when he came a few days before so I wouldn't have to worry about it. I walked over to get coffee before I met Niall and noticed a few girls looking at me. They had their phones and looked to be taking pictures of me. I was use to it seeing as it happened quite frequently since I've known the guys. One walked up to me right as I had grabbed my coffee and was about to leave.

"Hi, umm." She seemed nervous. She glanced back at her friends then looked back at me. "Are you Kathryn Horan?" She asked.

"Yeah, what can I do for you?" I questioned her.

"Can we get pictures and autographs please?" I nodded. She squealed and motioned to her friends to come over.

"Oh my," one of them started. "Are you here with Niall or one of the other boys?" A blond girl asked.

"I came alone. I'm going to Niall's parents for a week or two. Niall is already there." I explained, leaving out the part where Niall was suppose to be here to pick me up in about five minutes. They seemed a little disappointed but each of them gave me a hug and took a picture with me.

"Can I ask you a question?" a brunet said, not looking at me.

"You technically just did but yeah of course." She laughed a little and then looked me in the eyes.

"How did you do it?" I gave her a puzzling look.

"She's right, we all want to know how you made it through everything. I mean, you lost so much and yet you are still here." The blond one added.

"Honestly." I started. "The fight hasn't ended. There's so much more that I am facing. All the after math to losing what use to be my everything. The guys help a lot but there's still times I feel so lost and alone. But I believe that no matter what you go through, there is a purpose and something good will come out of even the worst situations. That's why I hold on. I want to be alive to see the beautiful outcome of what you think would be even the worst situations. There's always more to the story even when you can't seem to turn the page. It's like a hallway, you just have to find the unlocked door. And some hallways are longer than others, just gotta keep going tell you reach the opened door at the end." They all nodded and the one who first asked me the question, seemed to have tears in her eyes.

"Here I am wanting to give up and yet my problem is nothing compared to what you have been through. I still have my family and friends where you've lost so many people all in just a few months." She started to cry. I pulled her into another hug.

"I have no clue what you are going through, but everyone has a battle they must fight. I know you'll win. You just have to keep fighting. The only way to lose is to give up. Always remember that something good will come out of it. It might be next month, it might be on your death bed seventy years from now. Whatever you have going on, always remember you aren't alone. There will always be someone out there who loves you. And yes the pain might be killing you on the inside but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain." She nodded and we pulled away.

"Thank you." She mumbled. "Thank you for that, for being a role model to me and to all the other fans out there that are slowly losing their own battles. You've been such an inspiration to us all. Seeing you be able to make it through something so tragic as given us all hope."

"Just never give up no matter how hard it may seem." She nodded. "It was nice meeting you girls but I have to get going." They all waved goodbye and I went to meet Niall.