Prompts (one direction boyxboy)

Rumours & Depression PART 2

Zayn stomped up to his room, wiping the tears off his face quickly with his sleeve after he locked the door behind himself. This was crazy, he couldn't believe them. He was so livid and a bit shocked as he paced around the room, his grown out hair getting caught in his fingers. He groaned in frustration and tugged them away, going to his dresser on the side of the bed. He picked out a few things, pills, a knife, pen and paper, etc. The essentials when killing yourself.

Zayn is a timid guy. A very understanding guy as well. If you bumped into him, he'd take that fall just to make you feel better. He didn't deserve any of the shit those four boys gave to him and he never thought he'd receive that treatment. It made him so sick to think that the loves would just shut him out and exclude him from their lives. That fucked with the brunettes head so much. He honestly did want to die. He didn't feel like living if this was what it would be like. They literally made his life a living hell.

He stared at the items, wondering which he should use. It was wonderful right? Leave this earth knowing those boys knew what they had done to him? He knew that...that's why he thought of it. He just wanted his 'boyfriends' to know what it was like to be confused and lose something so special to him.

He wanted to get them back so bad.

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Harry was trying very very hard not to cry while they knocked on Zayn's door. He had always been semi close to Zayn, not as close as Liam or Louis but closer than Niall. They got each other well and he knew all of Zayn's problems and insecurities. Which was why he felt so bad, he knew how hurt his boyfriend was probably feeling.

He couldn't believe that he and the others fell for such stupid rumors.

"Get it open!"

"I am trying Harry, it isn't as easy as you think you know?" Liam snapped back at the youngest while Niall and Louis scrambled around for tools to get the doorknob off. It seemed the brunette wasn't as strong as everyone thought; he was having a bit of a hard time trying to knock it down.

"Zayn babe we are so sorry! Please just don't do anything stupid, we love you!" He called through the door, alarmed by the silence on the other side of the door.

Meanwhile Zayn rolled his eyes, trying to decide if he should just kill himself and get back at his boyfriends. The raven haired paced around by his bed. The resentment and anger radiating off of him in an invisible cloud while he remembered what he was put through.

A FEW DAYS BEFORE

"Guys let's go out to dinner, i'm starving!"

Nialls voice sounded the house and Zayn really really needed to get out. So he was going to attempt to go with them. He threw on a sweater and some jeans before walking downstairs, being first to arrive while Niall sort of just stared at him.

"Where do you want to go?" The raven haired finally spoke.

"You can't go."

Zayn turned to see Louis coming out from his room, the brunette raising his brows sassily once he noticed the other looking back at him. "What? I don't want my dinner ruined by you."

"How would it be ruined? I just want to spend time with you guys, to find out what the hell I did."

Louis & Niall laughed. "Don't act so stupid Zayn. Your presence is like seriously annoying the shit out of me right now so please be a dear and get your ugly face out of mine."

Zayn felt so hurt by Louis' words, his face heating up in embarrassment in shame as he frowned.

"Not like yours is any less ugly.." He muttered in defense before feeling himself be shoved hard to the floor. "Why don't you quit? You're such a burden to us already. Don't you try and insult Louis. He's ten times the person you ever were!" Zayn blinked at Nialls words. Nialls words. He honestly never thought anything like that would ever come out of the blonde and he certainly never expected to by shoved to the ground by him.