Him-(A CubeSMP Story)

Chapter 8

(SCHOOL IN A WEEK I CAN'T I JUST AHHHH sorry for not updates I have been going crazy with my job and trying to enjoy summer and friends and family and eh, I just never have time But please enjoy) 

"So, Tell me something I don't know about you. What are your plans for the future?" Jordan ask and outs some spaghetti in his mouth. 

"I don't know," I glance up at him "I never really planned anything. I have no clue. I guess maybe fashion? Or running a blog or something about fashion."

As Jordan nods I can't see why he doesn't have a girlfriend. His hair was just the right length, and his eyes were so pretty to stare at- not to mention the countless tattoos that drove me crazy(In a good way)- plus he was so open and was very laid back. He cared for me, and that right there should win any girl's heart. 

"Me either, I might stay with something I like, or I might go into something different than the normal job, cause normal is boring right?" I couldn't even get over him as he blinked and everything was in slow motion. This boy was getting to me in ways I didn't even know was possible. 

"Uh, yeah yeah" I nod and I feel my cheeks heat up, and quickly focus myself on the table next to us and wait for myself to cool. "I wouldn't want to go into banking and junk like that." I look back at him and he is smiling and biting his lip LIKE GOODNESS I COULD DIE RIGHT HERE! "So are you planning on getting any more tattoos???" I say shake away the feelings only they come right back. 

"Yeah, I want to finish my sleeve, and possibly more. I just want cool stuff that means something to me."

"I'm to much of a chicken to get anything, maybe a smiling face or like a heart" I laugh softly. 

"Its not that bad, like it hurts but it is so cool. They kind of all tell a story of who you are, and it kind of just allows you to be you in a way." Why was he like this? So perfect, he quoted things and explained things better than anyone I knew. 

"Yeah, but can you imagine me with one? Nope" I smile "My dad would kill me." 

"My mom isn't to fond of them either, but she saw it was me, the real me, and was ok with it." 

"I guess she would have to be ok with it, I mean they are periment. " I take a sip of my coke and glance at him. 

"Yeah, but she also could have chewed my ear off, and yelled at me." Jordan laughed and I felt like I had died and came back to life it was that perfect. "But she is pretty cool with it." 

"Thats good. My mom would have been ok with it, but I guess now that doesn't help or do anything."

"She is still with you, just not with with you. It will always matter what she thinks, as long as you believe it does anyways."

"Yeah, I guess it does..." I smile "It does." 

-Later back at her house- 

As i waved to Jordan who honked the horn and backed out of the drive way I made my way back up to the door and opened it up. 

"Where have you been?" My father ask, scaring me and making me jump and grab my heart. 

"Geez, you scared the crap out of me." I breath and look up at him. 

"This isn't funny Mandy." My dad had his arms folded in front of his chest. 

"Yeah scaring the crap out of me isn't very funny." I started to walk toward the stairs.. 

"Melissa had to cancel our trip waiting on you. She is very upset." 

"We can go now, its not that big of a deal, I thought she wasn't even home for a few more hours?" I asked and turned around to face him. 

"Her flight got cancelled, and she came home almost two hours ago- and we can't go now its nearly night time." 

"Is it really that big of a deal that we can't go camping or whatever? I mean me and Will don't even want to go." I sigh and run my hand through my hair. 

"Its family time, thats why! Mandy, Melissa is trying, really trying to make you feel like a family and your welcomed. She wanted to spend time with you and us to make it feel like a family, and you just say you don't want to go?" 

"The thing is, you can try and make me 'feel like one of the family' but I don't want to be in your family. You left me, and left any chance at being part of  my family. I have a family and its me and my mom. I don't want you or Melissa's pity party. I don't need you, if you really truly ever wanted me to be in your family, then why wait until now? Years have gone by and you haven't even called." 

"Mandy-" 

"Don't Mandy me. I am through with this."I start up towards the steps.

"You can push me away all you want, but you shouldn't push Melissa away, just give her a shot."

"Theres a difference in giving someone a chance and caring for them. Neither of those I plan on doing." 

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