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"...I wish I knew him better" you heard one of your classmates mutter behind you.
"Don't! Don't you even fucking say that! If he was here, you assholes wouldn't even care about him! You'd toss him around like he was shit! D-don't say you wa-wanted to know him better..."
"Kai..." you whispered softly "Stop, they aren't worth it...", you gently touched his shoulder. A once angered Kai, sat down, tears rolling down his face. You hugged him tightly, trying not to cry yourself. Taemin always said you looked ugly when you cried...but you knew he meant don't cry. I don't know how to handle your tears.
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TAEMIN'S POV
They are at it again, always fighting, getting drunk. Nothing out of the ordinary...
I walked into my room, trying to ignore the cursing and smashing of vases outside and plugged in my headphones, letting the music control my body. Few hours later, the yelling didn't stop...I can't take it. I open my window and jump out, heading to the nearest shop for some alcohol. They say it makes you forget about your problems right? That's what I need...only for a few hours, just to forget about all this.
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Kai wiped away his tears, holding you close by his side. You closed your eyes, burying your face into Kai's chest. You still remember what the police had said...
Three days and he, Taemin, wasn't picking up his phone, no one had seem him around either. The next day, you'd gotten a call, his body had been found. He had crashed into a tree, rolled off a cliff...inside of the car, lay his dead body. Glass pierced into his milky white skin, blood over his toned body...they said he was drunk driving.
You always knew why, through his smile, you could he was in pain. His parents always fighting, him always being bullied at school, having scars all over his skin, and yet he still smiled like he wasn't in pain and nothing was wrong.
Someone like him, didn't deserve to be born into a household full of fighting, full of yelling, full of broken things. He'd had enough. Usually he'd call you, asking if he could come over, or if you could come to the park, just to get away from it all. He'd be smiling and laughing...the laughter was music to your ears. The music...that you'd never hear ever again. Sometimes he'd had bloodshot eyes, you knew he'd been crying, you could see right through it. He hated that...hated that you knew everything about him. But you loved him, how could you not know.
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"Yah! Lee Taemin! You're bleeding!"
"Huh...oh..." he looked down at his lower half and grinned "you worry too much, I'll be fine"
"That's going to leave a scar..." you lifted up his shirt lightly to reveal his lower back, you saw the bruises that had been made...some looked new while others were fading...
He pulled his shirt down and backed away, he knew how worried you get when you see his scars and bruises, he'd try and cover them up.
"...Taemin...please..." the blood stain was now visible through his white shirt.
He sighed...and sat down, letting you fix the wound, wincing every now and then.
"Why do you worry about me so much...?" no one had loved him this much...it felt strange to him, that there was another person, apart from Kai, a person who gave him a chance, rather than hitting him or calling him names.
"Because"
"...Because isn't an answer you pabo" he laughed slightly.
"Because, I love you, until forever" you grinned like an idiot and he pulled you onto his lap.
"I love you more, you know that"
"Nooooo" you pouted "I love you most!"
He shook his head, "I love you mostest!"
"I love you more than mostest!" you protested back.
"There's no such thing as more than mostest" he poked out his tongue.
You pouted, "You're so meannnnnnn"
"Maybe I am, but! You'll still love me...right?"
"Of course I will, until forever meets no end!", he grinned at you before pulling you in for a kiss.
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You looked at his motionless body lying in the coffin. He looks at peace...something he never really got in his life. You felt Kai's hand in yours as you both took once last look at the now sleeping Taemin.
"I l-love you so much...you p-pabo, my pabo...my Lee Taemin..." you said silently, as a tear rolled down your face.
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This gave me so many freaking feels since Taemin's my UB... omo but this isn't very well done. I hate the fact that I can't write -.- but anyway, I felt like writing something somewhat depressing then this happened.... excuse me while I go cry
