"Jagiya~ lets go out today! It's been soooooooo long since I've spent time with you~!"
"Yah, I'm busy today, I told you before! Do you ever listen!? Aish...."
"...I-I'm sorry babe, I...I just thought we'd go out...since it's my day off. I'm sorry..."
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'It's cold
It's just your mood...
You love me right?"
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He woke up, breathing heavily, sweat rolling down the side of his face.
"Jaehwan oppa..." you turned to face him and shot up once you saw his panic writhen face. "What happened? Are you okay?" you hugged him tightly, not wanting to let him go.
"Y-yeah...I-I'm fine...I just...I just had a nightmare...that, you left me..."
"I love you, remember that okay? I'd never leave you" you smiled up at the now smiling Ken.
"I love you too" he gently kissed your lips before you both cuddled up against each other and drifted to sleep.
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"I had a scary and bad nightmare
You left me forever
Even you can tell it's a dream that doesn't make sense
Because there's no way I would lose you"
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The days passed, Ken noticed she'd be drifting away from him. She'd be more caught up in her work when he was around, he'd catch her smiling at her phone...she'd be on it more often. Going out whenever he came home, saying it was a company dinner.
When he'd come home, she wouldn't run up to him and hug him like she did before. Instead she'd remain on the couch, ignoring his presence...like he was invisible.
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"Hey...don't you feel hot in that sweater!? It's to hotttttt I feel like I will melttttt! Like a snowman~~~!"
You smiled at his child-like actions. "I don't feel hot oppa~"
A small bead of sweat rolled down the side of you face and you wiped it away quickly.
"....then why are you sweating?"
"I-I'm not s-sweating..." you turned away from him.
You heard Ken whine and felt his strong arms around your waist. "So...are you going to tell me what's really going on or...do I need to tickle you to find out?"
His hands slowly started making their way to your stomach where you were the most sensitive.
"No!" you tried to wriggle out of his grip but it was no use, his grip around you was too strong. "Then please tell me...you've been acting a little strange the past few days..." he frowned and places his head on your shoulder lightly.
"...you don't deserve...someone like me" you breathed out lowly. "There are so many other pretty girls, so many other beautiful more skinny girls, I'm just fat and I have too many stretch marks, I'm not beauti-"
"Stop, don't you dare say you're not beautiful. I don't want anyone else, but you. You're so beautiful, don't you say otherwise. I don't want the other "pretty" girls because I've got you, you're the most amazing, pretty, loveable, adorable, beautiful girl in my eyes. I love every little thing about you, you're perfect for me" he pressed his soft lips to yours for a sweet kiss. "I love you so much", you smiled at his words, feeling loved.
He smiled and then slightly sniffed. "Hey...did you just fart? Because you blew me away!"
"Oppa!! That's gross!"
"You loveeeeeeeee meeeeeee!" you grinned widely, he could change your mood in a heartbeat with his sweet words.
"...hmm, now shall I help you get out of those thick clothes?" Ken looked down at you with a playful grin, his hands fiddling with your sweater.
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"No, I just won't let go of you
I'll accept every little thing of you"
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"Suddenly, you grow faint
I can't seem to say anything
I'm afraid to open my eyes right now"
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"N-No, please, d-don't go, I l-love you, pl-please"
"I can't! This has all turned boring Jaehwan! You're....you're boring..." He shaking hands reached out to hold your hands, his eyes glistening with tears. "I-I love you so much, p-please I-I can make it u-up to you, j-just don't go"
You shook your hands away from his grip, "I'm sorry Jaehwan...I've got someone else..."
He let go a little sigh..."T-the one you're al-always going out with...right? Dyed red hair...tall...great dancer...the leader...N hyung isnt it?"
Your eyes widened, "N-no its n-"
"Don't you try and lie to me! I saw you both!" he took a few steps back, before his legs gave out and he sunk to the floor. "He's better than you..." she didn't even look back at the broken Jaehwan on the floor, she walked out of his apartment with her suitcase.
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"Try to leave as you step on my pounding heart for you right now
It was so sweet that I had a terrible nightmare...
You're not here but everything is the same...
I close my eyes again, taking me back to that dream
Into an eternal dream that I won't ever wake from"
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Jaehwan gripped the edge of the balcony, looking at the passing people below him. Taking a deep breath, he jumped, the impact hitting him, making his vision slowly go black.
He closed his eyes, as he drifted off into a deep sleep, to which he would never awake from.
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Eternity was my first Vixx song and omg I just realised how deep the lyrics were!
Anyway...the writing in bold and italics are lyrics from Eternity yay~
