Fe-Nix Chronicles-The Prequel

Fe-Nix Chronicles: Urban Love And Rising Wings- Prequel

This is a collection of first and creative poems and stories that I've created over the years. I plan to publish a book and some of these are drafts or ideas that will become part of Fe-Nix Chronicles. 

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Always Saving...

I insisted that we’d skip tonight

And go do something right

But I guess those drinks were calling

And for them she was falling

How can she have so much fun?

When its like she’s playing with a loaded gun

“You’re not suppose to change from all this champagne!” 

Why am I always stuck having to explain

How she slept in the shower again?

Or why I’ve become such close friends 

with the downtown’s bail bondsmen?

Anytime she gets sober, I wonder

Could this ever last forever?

But something pushes her to the brink

And a drink is the only way she can think

And I always try to stop you

But she sobs saying ”Don’t tell me what to do!”

Lock herself in the room like before

I’m pleading “come out” as I’m banging on the door

Straight vodka in her hand, bottle plenty

My hurt heart, now half empty

From under the door I hear her last sips

Tears fall, as she pulls the bottle from her lips

I’m screaming through the wall, “Im done with this!”

And she always bust through the door, buy me off with a kiss

Always telling me something; like it was all due to stress

Stress doesn't make you buy $100 worth of alcohol a week

When my patience is at it’s peak

She walks in wearing my shirt and some cute heels on her feet

And Im so helplessly weak...

Sleep in my bed and hear the chime of glass

She creeps through the house like she's trespassing

I wake looking at her like this time is the last

But she smiles and I sigh, give her another pass

I always tell her and the world,

As my hands and her hair are curled,

That she has so much more to offer

Then being a burnt out singer 

Drowned in liquor 

Each thought is like a bullet to my heart

If I leave her I’m wrong

Because I’m giving up on my heart

Although we belong

If something doesn’t happen, This will tear us apart 

Living a life with her and no plan

But I have to take action

But why does it feel like I’m Superman

And I’m always saving the same damn villain

I emptied out my heart to her

She poured it all into a glass

Drunk my love up

Opened her hand

Took shots of my tears

Though they burned she loved it

My pain helped her forget

The past and the Present

Addicted by any means

I’m infected by the same disease 

Because I love her too much to leave

Too selfish because I Believe....

Only I can save her 

I'm always saving her

From me....