The night filled with raw sounds of sobs- curses. First locked himself in his room and spent the whole night crying, cursing... Rewinding the kiss in his head. How could he kiss him?
When he already has me?
Maybe...it's my fault, the day I won't let him . He sobbed holding his knees near his chest.
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Next day....
When Khao returned from the party, it was almost afternoon. He collapsed onto his bed without a glance around, closing his eyes with a hand pressed to his forehead, trying to ward off a headache.
Last night had been a disaster. He'd kissed the book, and someone had recorded it, uploading the video to social media. The video was spreading rapidly, and the most terrifying part was "First."
Khao didn't know how to explain or make First understand it was a mistake. He'd called First, but there was no response; it was obvious he was being ignored.
He opened his eyes, inhaling a sweet, vanilla scent. He scanned the room and found a mini heart-shaped cake with two tiny red little hearts decorated on it. A rose bouquet and a letter sat nearby on the table.
Oh, First was here last night...Fuck!
He opened letter....
Happy Birthday, Khao! 🎈
I'm finding it difficult to express myself in this letter.
You are, without a doubt, the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Sometimes I wonder how I managed to win your heart so easily... hehe!
I don't want to push things too quickly between us, but I can't help how I feel. After we graduate, let's get married and live far away from this noisy city.
Just you and me, in a small house somewhere far away.
It's your birthday... but I want to make a wish.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Khaotung.
"I didn't want to bore you with this letter, so I only included the most important things, which I rarely get to express to you in person..."
With all my love,
_Your one and only, First❤️
Cute...he chuckles
After reading the letter, Khao's eyes welled up, his heart hammering against his ribs, and his breath caught in his throat.Thinking about First how horrible must he feel seeing him kissing someone else. He balled his fists, struggling to contain his fury and remorse. He feel awful.
Khao, desperate to connect with First, found himself shut out, calls and texts unanswered. Arriving at First's home, he encountered his mother, who informed him of First's outing with Kim. A polite smile masked Khao's inner turmoil as he turned to leave, but First's mother stopped him, pulling him into a warm embrace and offering a heartfelt birthday wish. Khao, surprised and moved, returned the hug, his voice a quiet "Thank you." Mae .
He called the kim and meet with same response no answer maybe First warned kim to avoid me Khao thought and spend the day at his house waiting for First.
The night arrived..
The table between Kim and First was a battlefield of empty shot glasses, a clear indication of theavy drinking. First, his face flushed with the effects of the alcohol, struggled to escape the memory of the kiss, which haunted him relentlessly. He'd hoped the liquor would offer some respite.
