Bullying the emo

I'll win your heart

Ally ♥ ♥

I smell chocolate,ohh I need choco-

Wait

I'm suppose to be dead.Why am I smelling chocolate.

(Door close)

And why am I hearing things,my eyes feel heavy.I can't open them and i cant open my mouth so I must be dead.Is this what death feels like, you hear,feel and smell everything but can't see or talk.

I heard a sob from someone.I tried to lift my hand up and it works.I brought my hand to my face and ran my hand over it,then someone took my hand and I knew I had to open my eyes.I slowly open my eyes and I was staring at a blue ceiling, this is weird,I'm confuse. I turn my head to the side and saw a guitar on the bed i was on.I turn my head to the other side where someone held my hand and I saw Levii.I pulled my hand back and jump up,and went to the end of the bed.Where the hell am I ?!!.I look back at him and he got up from a chair,he came over to me but I crawled back up to where I was.

"Its okay I won't hurt you Ally".Levii whispered and I looked around.

"W-where am I?".I ask shakily

"My house".

I look back at him and narrowed my eyes at him.

"Why am I here?".I tried to yell but my voice was hoarse.

"I brought you here after I got you out of the lake".

"Why?!".I yelled this time.

"Why did you do that?".he came up to me and I moved back.

"Isn't that what you wanted....for me to die?".I ask looking into his eyes.

"I didn't want you dead Ally why would you think that?".

"Oh I don't know maybe because you said it!!you said no one wants me here and why am I still alive! and you hate me!".

He looked guilty as he remembered our conversation from today.

"I'm sorry.I don't hate you Alex".

"Then why do you bully me,you've made my life a living hell that's all you do.You're the one that makes me self harm,you're the one that gave me so many brusise,you're the one that made me wish I wasn't born.You're the one that made me tried to kill myself and yet you stop me".

"Alex I'm sorry-".

"Why do you hate me levii?".

"I don't hate you".

"So why do you bully me?".

"I do it because I like you..... I bully you to tried and forget about you but no matter how hard I try or how mean I tried to be,you make it hard to really hate you".he whispered.

I sat there until I settle everything,either he was playing with me or he was telling the truth.I shook my head and got up.

"You're not making any sense right now".I got up and hurried to the door

"Alex wait just hear me out okay?"

He followed me as I ran down a stairscase that led to the living room I saw the front door but before I could go to the door,he grab my wrist and I wince and look back.

He let go of it."sorry but-".

"NO!! LEAVE ME ALONE".I yelled.

He went to say something but a small voice interrupt.

"Adrian?".levii turn to the small kid that stood in the middle on the room.

I took that as my chance and ran out the door.I ran until I saw some familiar houses that told me I was near my house.I ran until I saw my house I stop and went inside.I layed down on the sofa until i remembered my car.I look at the time and it was after eight.I got my skate board and skate to the church,thankfully the car was still there and keys were still in there.I started it and drove back to my house.

When I got home I was dead tired.I strip down from my...........these are not my clothes.I sighed and took them off,I pulled on a pair of sweat pants and a t shirt and layed down in my bed,looking at the ceiling as I was about to start thinking there was a knock on my window,I jump up and looked over at my window and saw levii,what did hell is he doing here,I hesitated to open the window and when I did he came in.This is a two story house!!

"Why are you here?haven't you ever heard of a door?why did I have on your clothes?,why is-".he put his fingers to my lips and it took everything in me not to bite it.He removed it and then spoke.

"I wanted to see if you are okay,and that you didnt try to kill yourself again".he said.

"Well I'm fine...bye now".I opened the window and he raise a brow.

"Oh sorry....the door".I walked pass him to my bed room door and before I can open it he grab my wrist but not the injured one.

"Ally can you please just listen to me?even for a minute?..... Please".

I sigh knowing I had no way out of this,but I'm tiirreedd.I pout and sat on the bed,he sat beside me and began.

"I've liked you since fresh man,when you first walked in through the school door I knew I liked you.You weren't a emo back then but once you changed I liked you more.I didn't know how to express my self because I thought you would have never liked me back.I thought you were too good for me so to get over you I started picking on you and I must say it helped and I hurt but it was no use because everyday I saw you I just liked you all over again. Until now,I've made a mistake.I didn't mean to tell you to kill your self and I didn't mean anything I said about your parents. I'm sorry I really am and I'm sorry I made you self harm.I wish I can take it back".

I looked at him in disbelief

"You have put me through hell levii,not having parents was enough for me to be broken".

"I know I'm sorry,I'll stop bullying you and I like you.I've liked you for four years now".

"For some reason I don't believe you.I don't trust you,you've hurt me too much and I don't think I can ever trust you".I sob and a tear ran down my cheek.
He came closer and hug me and I hug back and buried my face in his chest,crying and getting his shirt wet.I cried for about five minutes until my eyes became heavey from the tiredness.

"I'll show you,I'll win your trust and I'll win you heart.

That's the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.