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This story, book, whatever you would like to call it is about different experiences I have had in my life. Some may be very dirty and explicit, while other may be sad and depressing. But this is about me and my story and who I am.

Past

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by noahkxng

by noahkxng

I hate the past

I hate all of it

Erase it from my memory

All the good things get ruined

All the bad things carry on to the future

Tossing and turning at night thinking about the pain

Unable to sleep

Too Scared to close my eyes

For fear of the past

Coming back to me every night only in my dreams

I see my dead father everywhere I go

Not as the way I should remember him, but as the way he was at his funeral

Cold, still, quiet, covered in makeup...

He looked like a zombie

And my biggest fear is when I fall asleep he will catch me and pull me into his world of death

The past is a horrible place and I'm still living in it.