I've messed everything up AGAIN. I'm already struggling to keep my head above the water that is life, but more and more problems keep pulling me under into the dark depression. I'm tired, I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't need help, I just need to be left alone. I want to cry but as I have explained before I can't. Nothing is fair anymore and all I feel is pain, I pretend I'm not hurt and walk about the world like I'm having fun. This isn't fun, I hate being depressed but I always have to make it worse. It's always my fault. I'm the only one that ever does anything wrong on this earth of perfect people I'm the only imperfect one. I'm drowning now and I need a lifeguard to save me, but the only person who can act as the lifeguard in my situation is myself.
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RandomThis story, book, whatever you would like to call it is about different experiences I have had in my life. Some may be very dirty and explicit, while other may be sad and depressing. But this is about me and my story and who I am.
