As time goes by

It's complicated

"Listen we're going to visit your grandmother in the hospital, just for a few hours and we'll be back are you coming? " my mother asked standing at my bedroom door leaning on the pillar.

"No mom I'm going by Sebastian, I visited grandma yesturday."

"You have been by Sebastian every day for the week so far..... why not go hang out with Allison?"

"Allison is at her aunt's house for the next 2 weeks..... I told you this about a thousand times......."

"Amy? "

"She's in Barbados"

"Gabrielle? "

"Busy....."

"You have soo many friends and none are ever available to hang out....."

"because they have lives....."

"why do u insist on spending soo much time with this boy?"

"because he is my boyfriend"

"Alexis-Marie I want to meet him ..... you spend soo much time with him this must be serious ...... and I don't even know what he looks like.

"Wow wow wow slow down woman"

I was now walking around in my short grey pants, and my white vest with gems on the front putting on ny high tops and looking for my hoodie to wear before heading to sebs house.

"He is to be here for dinner at 8 o'clock on Saturday ok? and will u dress appropriately the clothes you have been buying lately are horrible and too casual-"

"Not everyone goes out looking like a super model mother."

My dad walked into my room and handed me my car keys.

"Drive safe ..... and your grandmother sent to say she loved you and that she hopes to see you soon"

"Tell her I love her ok?"

"Will do hunni.... and please behave yourself around this boy ..... "

"I always do"

My dad smiled at me before giving me a wink and grabbing my mother's hand dragging her from my room and down the stairs.

"goodbye hunni"

They yelled at the same time from the bottom of the stairs. I quickly got up and made my way to my closet to get my favorite pink hoodie and picked up my phone to check the message I just received.

Sebastian: Babe you still coming over?

I stupidly smiled at his text he always knew how to make me smile.

Me: Yea babe on my way now...

I got up from my bed n went downstairs, my dog Cindy lay on her bed looking at me before turning around and went back to sleep. This dog is soo weird.

I opened my front door and stepped outside into the warm summer air it felt amazing. The part of the neighborhood I lived in was quiet and full of rich stush people just like my mom was dad was way cooler than my mom thank god.

I went into my sportage and turned on my car, the radio turned on and heart attack by Demi Lovato was playing I loved this song! I'm not really much of a good girl who followed road safety rules or any of that other stuff so I barely ever wore my seat belt .....oh well.

After about a 10 minute drive I reached Sebastians grey and white house, it was pretty big and had a nice cozy look to it. I parked my car at the front of the house and jumped out my long light brown hair was in a simple ponytail swaying from left to right as I walked.

It was about 9 o'clock by now and the sun was still up u see why I loved summer days get longer and nights get better . Before I could even open the door Sebs best friend Caleb walked into me almost knocking me over.

"oh shit, my bad sorry lex"

He held me up making sure I had my balance back before letting me go.

"haha it's ok, so where u going? "

"By Nyky ...."

"I thought yall broke up? "

"ummmmm welll"

He was playing with his dark curls at this point trying to avoid eye contact with me.

"hmmm I know exactly what that look means,I know u too well Caleb ....."

"she may or may not be pregnant....."

"Caleb Matthews ..... I have known your for 8 years and I know you were never a guy like that what the fu-"

I was cut of by someone clearing their throat.

"Hey babe..... caleb I thought u left...."

"He looked at me for a few breif moments before returning his attention to Seb."

"yea I am"

And with that he left not looking back once before hopping into his truck.

I turned my attention to Seb who was smiling at me pulling me inside the house behind him.

I walked inside looking to see if aunty Jessica or uncle Chris were home but as soon as I heard the door close I was pulled into a rough kiss which meant one of four things;

1) He was horny.

2) Upset about something.

3) Missed me.

4) All of the above.

He pushed me up against the wall deepening the kiss. His arms wrapped around my waist picking me as if I was nothing before..........

"Sebastian-Alexander McQueen......

oh god.