I have never heard my mother scream so loud before.
I have never seen her this angry before.
I have never even made my mother angry.
And I am scared.
"Mrs. Sanders, I came over last night without any word and climbed into your daughter's room. I am very sorry, it was a huge mistake, yes, and I shouldn't have done it, but I was really shocked of the situation and decided to come here, since my friend gave me this address yesterday -that's how I came here to pass over her phone- and I figured she would be the only person who would help and wouldn't think I'm stupid."
He is one gentleman, I tell you.
My mother chuckled darkly "Oh, really?" She asked him. He nodded with genuine. "Then why is my daughter NAKED?!" She screamed.
I had the shock of my life! I wasn't naked!
"I am not!" I yelled defensively at the same time Michael yelled "No, she isn't!"
"Then why are you wrapped from neck to toe?" My mother challenged, crossing her arms.
"What?" I asked in shock and disbelief. But then I did it, I dropped blanket and left me standing there braless and pantless. "I am wearing my normal sleep attire. Look!"
"I don't believe you. Boy, get out of my house. Lily, stay here."
He did a smart thing and went out through the door and left. I was left standing there feeling ashamed in front of my mother.
"Explain." She demanded.
"What is left to explain?! He already said everything!"
"Don't raise your voice on me, is this how it is going to be for the rest 4 months that I have?!" She screamed back.
...4 months?
I was left in shocked confusion, not knowing what the 4 months were about and why she suddenly starts screaming, she has never screamed, even when she caught me doing something to myself that was SO not okay for a 15 year old to be doing.
Her angered face softened and her parted mouth closed as her eyes widened in shock and she left. She closed my door softly and I heard her bedroom door slam, followed by an inhumanly loud scream by my mum saying "Ugh," and "Oh my God!" And some "What have I done?!" Repeated over and over and over again.
What is happening?
I decided to get my head cleared for a while.
I took my duffel bag that I used for school camping trips and stuffed clothes and I put on my running shoes which were a neon Roshe Run by Nike and I tied my hair up in a high ponytail.
I was gonna run. Where to? I don't know.
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Ditching school made me feel so much guilt, but everyone else didn't go to school today. The reason why is because on Tuesdays we have extra class and if you don't attend extra class, but you attend school, you get interrogated by the subject teacher of the extra class.
So, we usually ditch school straight, but sometimes we attend together because we don't want teachers getting suspicious and informing our parents.
Plus, my head was spinning,I don't think I can even study.
I found myself running around my neighbourhood.
I followed wherever my feet took me and switched directions whichever way I felt was right.
My feet padded loudly and carelessly as I made my way to a place I used to call home. I basically lived here with my friends a few years back. Every weekend, every holiday, every summer, I used to stay here with Lilly, Paris and our guardian would be Paris' sister and her boyfriend, Ashton.
