Chapter 1

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     { TAYLOR'S POV }

Today is the first day of my sophomore year. Perfect. I hate school almost as much as I hate myself.  Every year it's the same old thing. Getting pushed into lockers, crying, and being a loser. I only have one friend and she is even starting to hate me. I'm pretty sure she's into "him". 

   I get up out of my bed after my thinking session. I get up and head to the my bathroom. I brush my teeth and get in the shower. I take about 15 minutes in the shower. I get out and slid on the outfit I had picked out. It was what I normally wear. A pair of black leggings and a Pink brand sweatshirt. after I put on my outfit I went to my vanity to do my makeup, I do the usual. Foundation and powder and then a small layer of mascara. Now it's time for me to do my hair. I flat iron it and put it in a high pony tail.  After I'm ready I grab my book bag and walk downstairs to say goodbye to my mom.


"Goodbye Mama, I'll be back after school is out."


"Alright baby girl. I'm going to be out getting groceries when you get home. I love you."


"I love you too Mama. I have to get going now, or I'll be late."


I slip on my white converse and grab my house keys. I left the house to began the walk to school. He is my neighbor. I swear life hates me. I really hope I don't bump into him. About 2 minuets of walking I hear my name being called.

"Taylor! Taylor! Wait up!"

Why is he talking to me?

"What do you want Jason?"

"Fuck. Those leggings are so fucking hot and I think you'd look way hotter with out them. Why don't you wear booty shorts?"

"Goodbye Jason. Just leave me alone. I hate you."

 I walk a little faster and head over to get my best friend, Alexia Grier's house. Yes she is the one and only Nash Grier's sister. I knock on her door and her brother answers it. Oh god, his blue eyes. It's my one weakness. I've liked Nash since 6th grade. I don't think he knows.

"Taylor?"

Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. He's shirtless. Holy fuck, look at his abs.

"Yea?" I stutter

"Alexia isn't going to school today. She's sick. I'll walk with you though."

He throws on a shirt and heads out the door with me, and with that I'm now walking to school with the Nash Grier. When we walk into the parking lot he completely ignores me. 

 This is hell. Why am I forced to go here? Why do I have to be the one who gets hated on? Why me? Honestly school would be better outside where I could get some air, 24/7.  I walk into the school and head to the guidance office to get my schedule.

On my way to the guidance office I put in my earbuds and turn on my favorite song, Air  by Shawn Mendes.  I'm about half way to the guidance when I bump into someone.

Please don't let it be him.

Please don't be him.

"GOD DAMMIT YOU BITCH!" he screamed in my face

It's him. Why couldn't it be someone else?

He pushed me into the lockers and punched my stomach. When he did this everyone stopped moving in the halls and just watched me get beaten up. I heard whispers from people standing there, whore, she deserves it, slut, she's slept with so many guys, she probably gave him stds that's why he's hitting her. This isn't right. Who said that? Someone actually cares...

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