Luna•tic whispers

Then we meet. Again.

He's there already waiting for me..

Patiently standing there,

As I make my way, will you look? Will you smile? Will you look at me like i'm the most beautiful girl today? Yes, today. Just this day. One day.. Until we meet, again.

Your all I ever wanted.
Your the love I wish to have.
Your the hope of my waiting.

Its been three years. Three long years since we separated. But here we are now. We're meeting again.

I don't know why I even allow myself to be near you, after all.

But, here I am, standing in front of you. You smile, I smile back.

We walk as if we know where we are going. As if nothing happen between us. Maybe, its time, it's time to put "OUR STORY" behind and start a new chapter.

We both want to be friends with each other, but, its always awkward. Maybe, You, knowing that you hurt me. Or, maybe me, knowing that its you who broke my heart.

Your a good person, I have no doubt about that. I just don't know what happen to us. I never have your reasons, But, does it even matter now? We both have our own lives. And I think, I pray, that both of us is happy with the life we chose to have.

I miss you.. But somehow, I've learned to live missing you every single day. I've learned to keep in me everything that I have for you. I've learned to live looking at your face and talking to you in my dreams. And, I survive.

Everyday is a battle, a battle I know I already lose cause I don't have you anymore. I know that you are my happiness. But now, I need to be happy without you.

I wish you knew everything that's going inside my head right now. I wish you knew every thought I have for you.

But, Your there. And I'm here.

Did you lose anything when you left?.
Do you have struggle sleeping at night?
Do you remember?
Do you care?
Is it over?
Questions bugging me.
Do you even realize what happen to me?
How much pain I endure? How hurt I was?

I wish you knew.
I wish you cared.
I wish your sorry.

Till we meet again.