Luna•tic whispers

VENOM

"happy birthday"

this happened way before the pandemic (2018 october)

I just don't know about myself, why do I still care.

so, your birthday came and I greeted you like a normal person would do. You ask me to watch a movie with you, and me as a naive person in general doesn't want you to feel bad about your "BIRTHDAY" so I agreed.

We met and watched the movie as usual, but... you're about to kneel while saying you love me?!?

wait, what's happening? you know that I have someone and why now?...

looking through your eyes... I found my closure.

as I look at you all I can think about is my love, the person who stayed.

I no longer want to take risks with you.
I no longer want to have those sleepless nights.
I no longer want to be insecure about myself.
I'm done...

I just smile and assist you to stand up, somehow you know, that I can no longer say "I love you too".....