"happy birthday"
this happened way before the pandemic (2018 october)
I just don't know about myself, why do I still care.
so, your birthday came and I greeted you like a normal person would do. You ask me to watch a movie with you, and me as a naive person in general doesn't want you to feel bad about your "BIRTHDAY" so I agreed.
We met and watched the movie as usual, but... you're about to kneel while saying you love me?!?
wait, what's happening? you know that I have someone and why now?...
looking through your eyes... I found my closure.
as I look at you all I can think about is my love, the person who stayed.
I no longer want to take risks with you.
I no longer want to have those sleepless nights.
I no longer want to be insecure about myself.
I'm done...I just smile and assist you to stand up, somehow you know, that I can no longer say "I love you too".....
YOU ARE READING
Luna•tic whispers
AcakThis is real real life situation IT happened I'M WHISPERING MY STORY TO YOU, SO, SSSSSHHHHH!