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I wake up and feel shitty. I walk to the bathroom and see Kalin siting on the steps. I walk faster and alam the door. So he doesn't get In. Seeing him gives me mixed emotions. Why am I hurting? We just had a sex relationship. I shower quickly and rush to my room. I run inside and Kala rushes to the bathroom. She showers also. I pick out my outfit. I open the window to check the weather and it's pretty windy so I'm going to need a jacket. I close the window. I go to my drawer and get a bra. I put that on and slip on my panties under the towel. I throw the towel on the wed. And Kalin walks in. "Hey." He says. I have my arms folded. "Look I can explain everything from the party last night." He says. "Kalin, I don't want you to explain anything save it. Go be with your girlfriend." I say. He turns around and I slam the door. I sit on the bed and tears start coming down quickly from my eyes. I cover my mouth and put my hands on my head. Why does he do this to me? He makes me feel this way. I put tights on, a burgundy sweater, nee high socks, green jacket, scarf, and brown boots. I dry my eyes and Kala walks in. I look puffy. I grab my makeup kit. Kala walks in. "lana have you been crying." She asks me. I quickly shake my head no. I put the make up on fast. I grab my bag and rush down stairs. I rush out the door and sit on the porch. Kala comes out 10 minutes later, where jeans, a yellow shirt, converses, and a black leather jacket.  "Get up. Come baby lets go." She says. I stand up dust my butt of and Kalin walks out. He looks at us. "Excuse." He says and walks away to his car. Kala and I lock arms and begin to walk. "Kala, why do I feel so shitty?" I ask. "I don't know. How do you feel about him?" She asks. "He made me feel like I've never felt before." I say. "I loved the way. He would pull me into a kiss. The way he fight back with me. I loved the way he would crack jokes with me. And most of all. I love the way he looked at me." I say looking down. "You know what I think?" She says. "What?" I ask. "You're in love with him." She says. "I am not." I say. "First step is denial." She says. "Yea whatever." I say and we have reached the school. So we start to run inside. Cuz it starts to rain. We run to our lockers. Hers is right next to mine. We arranged that. She grabs her social studies and I grab my English book. We hug and walk our separate ways.
*4 period bell rings*
Aw great I have study hall its fourth period. I put  my bag in my locker and grab my book and papers. I walk into study hall and I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and a cute boy is standing their with my paper. "Thanks." I say receiving the paper. "No problem." He comments and gives me a smile. I sit down in the back and the cute boy sits next to me. He smiles and says," hi I'm Chris." I smile. "I'm Lina." I comment back. Kalin walks in and sees us shaking hands. Kalin must of knew I had study hall that's why he's here. Jerk has to always annoy me. "So what you working on?" He asks me. "English assignment." I tell him. "What's that about?" He asks. "What life really means to me."I say. "Cool. I have that assignment to I'm actually stuck on it think you can help me." He asks me. "Yea sure." I respond. "So what are your most fond of in life?" I ask him. "My moms." He says. "And?" I ask. "I guess my family basically." He tells me. "So you think life is a chance to do what you love and be with who you love?" I say. "Yea. Thanks." He says with a smile.
_1 hour later_
"So what is this tattoo mean?" I ask.
"It's a sign of loyalty. I got it when Chris browns song loyal came out. You know these hoes ain't loyal." He starts to sing. And I start laughing. He laughs after me.
I smile at him and he smiles back. We are looking into each others eyes and smiling. "You have really pretty eyes." I tell him thank you. "You're beautiful tho. I love to appreciate beauty when I can." He says. I blush and he leans in and I lean in. We are just about to kiss when Kalin interrupts. "Lina can I talk you you?" He asks. "Sorry didn't mean to make your boyfriend. Upset. He's not my boyfriend." I say. I get up and Kalin pulls me to a book case in the back where no one can see us. "Hey, I don't want you talking to him. He's bad news. He just wants to get in your panties." He tells me. "Like you did." I say walking away from him and rolling my eyes. I sit back down and Chris can tell I'm angry. "hey everything alright?" He asks. "Yea." I say. I grab his face and kiss him. I get up with my stuff and pull him by his arm. I put my stuff in my locker. And he pushes me against my locker. And he kisses me again. He kisses my neck. "Wait. Wait." I say and he's not stoping. "Wait, stop." I say he still didn't stop. "Chris get off." I say pushing him off. He came right back. And I'm yells stop and he's not getting off. Kalin sees me yelling stop and him on me. He grabs him. "Leave her alone." He says. "Why do you wanna protect her. She's just some nerd." He says. "Cuz I don't like you." Kalin says punching him. The guy stumbles back and punches Kalin in the eye. Kalin falls. I Chris with a textbook. I help Kalin to an empty science lab. He sits on the desk. I grab a washcloth and some thing cold. I warp the something cold I. The washcloth and place it on his face. "Thanks Lina. You didn't have to do this." He comments. "No I did. You saved me. All I did was punch the guy. He got up and punched me back if you didn't hit him with the textbook. He would have still been punching me." He says. "So I have one question? Why didn't you let him have sex with you? I figured since you were mad at me." He says. "Kalin. I do have some respect for myself. Maybe not a lot but I do. Just because I'm mad at you doesn't mean I'm gonna sleep with the guy. I wish that guy had never taken my virginity in the first place. Worst mistake of my life." I say. "What happened?" He asks. "It was freshman year. He was captain of the football team. He told me that I was amazing. I was the prettiest girl he ever seen. He promised me everything. He told me he loves me. I was fifth teen so I believe him. One day he invited me to a party and at the party. He took my virginity. I regret that shit so much. I wanted to grow and be like others. And now I wish. I stayed in my bubble. He told me he cared. I really thought he did." I tell him. I start to cry in front of him with the ice pack on his eye. Kalin grabs my hand. "I care about you and I'm sorry. That it never seemed like that." He tells me. I lean on the desk next to him. "Everyone who I ever thought cared about me left." I say crying. "My dad, him, my mom." I carry on. "Look I'm not going anywhere I really do care about you." He tells me. "How do I know you're telling the truth?" I ask him. "Do you think? I would be sitting here. Do you think I would have went up to you and told you that in the library if I didn't?" He says. I stand back in front of him. "I forgot out something when I was telling why I didn't sleep with him." I say. He nods. "What?" He asks. "Another reason I didn't sleep with him. Was because it wasn't you." I say looking into his and he's looking into mine. He's sitting on the desk and his legs are open. I standing in between his legs. I place my hand on his face and kiss him. He puts his hand on my back. "I've missed you." He says. "Me too." I say. "You drive me crazy you know that right." He tells me and kisses me again. I put the ice pack back on his face. And his girlfriend walks in. "Kalin, let's go. We have to do a fitting for prom." She says. "Bye, Lina. I have to go. And I meant what I said." He tells me. I smile and nod. He leaves with her. He walks out and look at the door. "Wait Kalin, I love you." I whisper. I grab my bag and walk out the door. I walk to my next class.