Letters to heaven (narry storan)

The day we had a kinda date

My dear Harry.

I'm writing this from the hospital. I had a few breathing problems during the night. But everything is okay now. Sadly. I did want it to take my life. I don't need to be here anymore. I just need you.

I miss out dates a lot. Remember our first one? I do. Like it was just yesterday. You explained to me that your relationship with Taylor was fake and that management had noticed how close we was.

Still hate them to this day. "Oh" was all I could say. Everything was pretty awkward after that. Until you came and showed me your phone. "Why are you showing me the cinema website.?" I was pretty dumb wasn't I. It was clear you wanted to go on a date. "Let's go see a movie" you said excitedly.

Once we was there you was being so charming and cheeky. Flirting with me. It made me feel special. Especially now that I knew my feelings for you.

We had such a great time didn't we. No one noticed us once. Which made it good. I mean I love our fans. But we do need our privacy sometimes. I still get people saying hello to me even at my age. It's nice to know that people still like us.

Once we had finished watching the movie. We went out and got a McDonalds. Nothing fancy. I never did like anything to fancy. As long as there was nice food then I didn't care. I don't think you cared either. Because let's face it. Your dates you made for me was always cheesy and original. Just like picnics by the river at night time. Or going to the beach. I enjoyed every single one of them though.

By the time we got back everyone was asleep and we was having a massive laughing fit. We tried staying quiet but it only made the situation worse.

Once we got to out room we parted ways to get ready for bed. Once we was done. We slept in my bed. Cuddling.

I could never forget that day. I hope everything's okay up there. That your looking down at me. I look up to you some times. But I never see you like I did the first few times. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Love you my Harry

From your Niall

Xox