Loneliness

School

As I Go Back Up Stairs I See Butch At The Top Just Waiting For Me To Feed Him . As I Walk In My Room I Put His Food Down He Starts Gobbling That Shit Down " Damn Butch " I Said As I Put My Make Up On . I Get Ready To Do My Hair And I Look Over And See A Message On My Phone From Meggan

" Girl Be Ready Jonh Miller Just Started Today "

It's My First Day At My New School She's The Only Person I Know There . I've Known Her For 7 Years She's My Best friend Would Not Ask For Anyone Other Then Her . Jonh Miller Is A Boy I Went To Elementary school with . He Was The Cutest Boy In My 4 Grade Class . I'm In 11 Th Now And I've Always Liked Him . And For Meggan To Know He's Starting Got Me Rushing On What The Fuck To Wear . Cause Now I May Have My Shot , I'm Not Trying To Fall In Love I Just Want Someone To Get Close To . I Found My Black Pencil Skirt With My White Crop Top With Black Words That Say " Flawless " As I Put My Sandals On And Kiss My Dad Then Run Out With A Big Smile On My Face . As I Think " I Wonder What Today Has In Store For Me Today " . I Get On The Bus and Sit Down And This Girl Looks At Me And Says " Thats Not your Seat " I Look At Her And Get Up And Move To The Back As She Whispers " Watch Your Back " Lord Today Is Not The Day .