Harry Styles BSM

Your adopted and he doesn't like you

For essukkaa123 Hope you like it lovely
Age:14

Harry was supposed to take me and my brother to our schools for different reasons, but instead he was making it real clear that he didn't give a shit about me.
"That's my phone that I dropped, my fault!" He yelled as I walked to my phone. "I wasn't even going to say anything." I mumbled quietly.

"Just shut up before I hit you with this cup next to me!" An empty threat, I hope but it still hurt.

I could feel tears in my eyes but I ignored them. "Do you think you could help me pick out what to wear?" I asked hopefully.

He turned to look at me with a dirty look and said, "No, that's your problem if you don't know what to wear, I need to get my brother ready, its your fault if you're not ready."
I just looked down at my phone and proceeded to ask my friend if she was ready since we were picking her up to.

"Keep texting, don't get ready at all," he snarled.

"What time are you going to be back? I have to go at 8:15," I quietly informed him.

"I don't care what you need for gods sake, you're an idiot , I need to get my brother there at 7:50 , I don't care what you do and you're retarded if you think I'll help you."

I felt a familiar burning in my eyes and a lump forming in my throat.
I went upstairs to cry, under my blanket, Harry oblivious to it all.

I laid on the bed , trying to calm my breathing, and crying whilst Harry was still in the living room with his brother.
Or maybe they left by now.
Clearly I'm not in this family to them , Harry made it clear as can be.

I hate this family.

Soon enough, Harry came back and I had got up to go downstairs.
"You're still not fucking ready?" He still yelled.
I turned on my heels and went back going to find just anything to throw on and did my makeup really  quick before calling my friend. I tried my best to sound like my normal self and hope I didn't sound too off.

When I was ready I went and stood by the door, knowing Harry doesn't like me talking to him. He finally came towards the door, not saying anything this time but looking at me with a seemingly disgusted look in his eyes.

I went and sat in the back in the car and after I told Harry the address, I sat back and the ride was quiet, I was thankful for it, but it made the aching I felt in my heart a little more apparent.

When my friend Talia came I cheered up for the while, and on the ride there I laughed and smiled, forgetting about Harry sitting quietly in the front.

When we came back we ended up getting my brother , who wanted to go to his friends so we took him, after that taking Talia back home until it was just me and Harry in the car.
I couldn't help thinking about how rudely Harry treated me today, like I was trash on the bottom of his shoe, and how Talia was compared to him, my own "brother".

Before I knew it tears started rolling down my face , and I turned my head to the side because I didn't want that jerk to see me crying, he'd never let it go. I attempted to subtly wipe my cheeks, but I had to do that frequently and I was aiming to be careful enough so he wouldn't see.

"Hey are you even listening to me?!" He asked, turning in my direction.

"Are you crying?" Harry asked me incredulously.
I ignored him and remained quiet as they continued to roll down my cheeks.
There was nothing I could do about it now. He noticed and that fact made me cry a little more.
"Why are you crying", he asked, "what's the matter with you?"

"Did somebody bother you?"
"No."
"Touch you, hit you, yell at you?" He still inquired.
"No!" I yelled, agitated.
"Then what's the matter with you? Who hurt you?"
I still stayed quiet, how do I say its him who hurt me?

Harry left me alone after that, for the long car ride home. I kept my face turned away from him, and he turned on the radio.
I should've sat in the back.

I didn't notice the car stopped until I felt his arms around me and I was in his lap.

I was scared, it was Harry and for a while I was squirming, trying my best to get out of his embrace.
"Stop, it's okay," his , for once, gentle voice murmured softly at my ear.

I decided to just let it be and sat still over his lap, my hands clenched in anger.

"Why were you crying, who upset you?" He asked.
I looked up at him to see a look of confusion and concern on his face, his eyebrows were pulled together, maybe he actually cares.

"You."
"Me?"
I was going to sit here silently but I decided I might as well show him how shit I felt since I was adopted.

"You never liked me. You don't even talk to me, you never cared about me, when  I talk to you , you make it clear I'm not in your family, but you want to know why I was crying? Because I've been living with you for two years, and today a girl I've know for less than a month treated me nicer than you have ever since we became "family."

I was pissed off, but to my frustration, my anger soon displayed itself as tears and I started crying harder than before.

"You don't even care about me!" I wailed as he tucked my face into the crook of his neck.

"Ssshhhhhh," he whispered soothingly into my ear as he rocked me back and forth, as you would to a young child.

Harry held me to his warm chest and I hid my face in his neck again, he patted the top of my back gently, as I quietly calmed down.

"It's true." I mumbled quietly when he didn't respond.

"I treat you horribly," he spoke, "the way I treated you these past two years is horrible, I should have made you feel loved and accepted in this family as everyone else did, but instead I definetly made you feel worse, and made you feel like shit."

He rested his cheek lightly on mine as he continued, "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry for all the things I said to you, I'm sorry for the way I treated you, and for not accepting you into the family as I should have."

"It's okay." I mumbled.
"It's not, but I'm going to be a good brother okay? I'm going to treat you like the beautiful princess you are, and take care of you like a normal brother should."

I got up and looked him in the eyes incredulously," You will really?"

"I will," his thumb stroked my cheek gently , and I smiled happily knowing I finally found a family.

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