You And I

Fun night?

As I enter the house with my P.E clothes, my mom just had to ask. "What happened? Why in the world are you wearing your P.E clothes?"

I give her the 'I'm so frustrated' look. "This morning was just so... UGH! I dont even wanna talk!" I'm practically yelling, and I hate to talk to her like that but it's like the world hates me right now!

"Sam, come on. I hate to send you somewhere where you can't handle it, and be happy but-"

"THEN DONT!"

"Samantha! Don't talk to me that way! Where in the world are you getting this from? I know that.. Never mind, you know what? Just finish eating your snack and head up stairs."

"Fine!" I walk towards the stairs and I just need some time alone!

"Oh and Samantha?" My mom calls out.

I sigh, "what mom."

"Dress nice, be ready at 7:00"

Dress nice? Hopefully this will make up for all the crap I've been through today. I don't understand why me? Why do I have to go through my parents divorce? Why do I have to be the loner? Why do I have to sit alone everyday? Why, why, why? Please let this make up for everything! "Why? Are we going for a mother-daughter dinner? That really calms me down." Please let it be!

"No, sorry Hun. Rick is coming over for dinner."

Fuck. Rick. Ughhhh! Rick is my moms boyfriend! He is super nice but I hate him. Don't know why, don't ask.

"Fineeeee"

"Thanks Sam, I love you."

"Luv you too"

I walk up stairs and just jump on my bed. I keep saying I'm a loner but I kind of am but I'm kinda not. I have one friend. She is my BEST FRIND IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! Her name is Hannah, but she moved last year to New York. Anyways, sitting on my bed in boredom, I decided to call coz you know, she is my best friend for life! Thank god she picks up on the third ring.

Phone conversation:

Hannah: Hello?

Sam: OMG thank god you picked up!

Hannah: What's up? Something wrong?

Sam: I fucking miss you so much!

Hannah: I miss you too Sam. Your birthday is coming up! What do you want from me? Anything! If I need more money I'll work extra hours at the  bakery shop, just for you!

Sam: I-I want you to come.

Hannah: What do you mean?

Sam: Hannah, I want you to come. Come here! In LA!

Hannah: That's a lot of money!

Sam: Please Hannah! I'll even help pay!
I just really need you!

Hannah: I fucking want too. But I don't know.

Sam: I'll help pay!

Hannah: God no Sam! I can't have you pay for something I can afford!

Sam: Sorry I just need my bestfriend here right now. So much is going on and I-I don't know what I'm doing in life right now honestly.

Hannah: Sam, I'll figure it out. K? I fucking miss my bestfriend! Nothing to do here really. But I really don't like it here in New York.

Sam: Come back then

Hannah: I might move back in the summer but who knows?

Sam: Don't know. Haha