Rants of a teenagers life

You tried?

Have you ever tried your hardest to do something and you get no credit? Now let's say you have been doing a sport for five years. You get to high school you get cut. Now you tell everyone.... One door closes 10 open. Yes true but is that really how you feel I mean come on. You really want to yell and scream. You freaking just sweat about 10000 gallons of sweat, water, salt. You would think they would give you something. Now you ask questions... Why'd I get cut? Well I was told I cheated. I was lazy. I looked like I didn't even try? First of all they say the count and watch you but when they are counting about 30 other people they can't just spot you out am I right? But let's say they want you to do 90 push ups. Not in a row but count how ever you want cause you have other things to do with those 90 push ups. Like you have to run 7 laps and 2 sprints and so on. You have to make the time under 30 minutes.... Okay reasonable. But what if they make you do it again? That is where it starts to piss you off because something went wrong you know you will get cut or feel like it.... So I don't it again well my 90 push ups is what I struggled with the most last time.. Just get all your laps done and focus... So you count in 4 sets of 25 and it's like quarters you just did 100! Then your other stuff.. You feel you did amazing then you go inside. They make you run 50 laps around gym in 20 mins .... Well you have to stop want to know why? Because you have knee problems. They don't know that? Why do they even care am I right ? Okay so they say start running again. You get up and you almost throw up. Then you do really well with your skills they call you in and don't explain and tell you... " You are not ready for this high school sport, you can't even finish the drills. So you didn't make this team." And you walk out. You thought you did good didn't you. You thought in the end everything will be okay? No because they don't care about your outside life they care about the "good players". Let me tell you something. You can never find a perfect play this is how it normally goes:
Really great athlete- not good person - not good sportsmanship
Okay athlete- great person- will smile and keep the positive about anything.
Which one are you. My goals is to be great athlete with great qualities.