I'm sorry (chapter 6)

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Elsa's P.O.V

It's been a week since me and Jack's fight at the skate park, and since then I haven't come out of my room.

I was sitting on my bed when someone walked into my room. It was Punzie.

"Hay Els, why hav....." She paused and looked around my room. "What happened in here" she asked.

My room was a disaster. There was trash, cloths, and there was little spots of dried blood on the carpet due to me self harming everyday.

I don't answer. Then I looked at her and she must have saw my cuts on my arms. Because she had a shocked and devastated look on her face. It didn't help that I was seeing a short sleeved shirt showing my cuts.

"Elsa" she sighed and walked over to me. "Why would you do this to your self"

"Hate" I replied.

"Hate for what"

"Everything, hate for myself."

"Elsa. Go to the bathroom, clean those cuts, and take a shower. Then come back out here." She demanded.

I nodded and walked off with tears in my eyes.

Punzie's P.O.V

After Elsa left to take a shower and clean her wounds I started to clean her room.

I picked up all the trash, and clothing that was scattered all over the place.

I lifted a rug that had blood on it and I saw 5 blades and small knives underneath it. I picked them all up and threw them in a bag to take away.

Her room was all clean it just needed some carpet cleaner to remove the blood and then it will be like nothing happened.

Elsa came back into the room with a robe on and a towel in her hair. In her hand was a first aid kit. She held it out for me to dress the wounds. I wanted to use my powers to help her but I can't show them unless it's an emergency. I dressed the wounds and sat there with Elsa in silence.

"Elsa, I care about you so much. Your my cousin I hate seeing you like this" I finally chocked out breaking the silence.

Elsa didn't do anything but starts at the wall.

"Elsa please. Say something, scream, shout, I don't care what you do just let me me in! Don't shut me out" I almost cried.

After I said that Elsa collapsed on me and started to sob.

After about half an hour she calmed down, and looked at me.

"Thanks Punzie, I'm so happy to have a cousin like you to be there for me when I need it most" she said with a few more tears sliding down her cheek.

"I will always be here for you, you know that now. If you ever have a problem I want you to come to me, and not deal with it yourself"

She nodded and sat in silence.

"Hey, can I look at your closet for a second" I asked with an idea.

She nodded again and I dashed to her walk in closet.

I saw too many clothes that I knew didn't fit her anymore and things I know she will never where. I grabbed them all and threw them down in the floor in front of Elsa.

"Elsa get me a bag, we are donating these and we are going shopping" I said with a smile.

She smiled back, grabbed a bag from her bathroom and started stuffing the bag with the old cloths.

While she did that I picked out an outfit for her. I chose a loose black t-shirt, blue jean shorts, sandals, a somewhat large bracelet, a feather necklace, and gold trim aviator glasses. (Outfit in media)

I walked back into her room and told her to get dressed and meet me down stairs.

While she got dressed I put the bag of clothing in the trunk of my car and waited for her in the living room.

She came down a minute later wearing her outfit I picked out for her. We hopped in my car, dropped off the old cloths at one of those Goodwill trucks, and drove off to the mall.

After about 3 hours, over $200 spent on cloths for Elsa, a few tears from her, me comforting her, and a overall tiring day of shopping we went back to her place and I helped her with her bags and left.

God I hope Elsa feels better soon and goes back to being her self again.

Jack's P.O.V

Cuts, cuts everywhere on my arms.

I sat there and stared at them for I don't know how long. I felt so bad with wheat I did to Elsa that I couldn't stop.

I had to do something other than do this to my self. It has to stop.

I got up, cleaned and dressed my wounds, put on a long sleeved shirt, and walked next door to Elsa's home.

I knocked and her Aunt Mary answered.

"Why hello Jack, it's nice to see you" she said with a smile.

"Hay Mary, is Elsa here" I asked.

"Ya of course. She upstairs in her room. Third door to the right" she said opening the door wider for me to come in.

"Thank you" I smiled at her and started walking up to her room.

I knocked but no answer. I opened the door to find Elsa on the floor, with puffy eyes obviously showing that she had been crying.

"What do you want now Jack-ass, you already broke me. There is nothing you can do to make anything wore for me" she spat out.

"I'm not here for that"

"Then what do you want" she said standing up then sitting back down on her bed.

"Umm... I cam..came to say..." I stuttered.

"Came to say that you hate me and you wish I would kill my self" she said with hatred in her eyes then started to cry into her hands.

I didn't know what to do or say. Then I did something that I never thought I would do.

I sat down next to her and hugged her. She squirmed at Surat and tried to get out but I didn't lose. My grip and she eventually gave up.

"Why are you doing this" she said still wrapped up in my embrace.

"I want to start over..... as friends" I said with a soft tone and she tensed up after I said that. "Elsa I feel horrible for what I said to you, what I did to make you this way. I'm sorry, will you ever forgive me"

She sat in single nice for a moment. Then she spoke.

"Yes, I forgive you" she said making me smile and still wrapped up in my arms. She started to hug back and I let go after a while.

"So I'll see you at school tomorrow" I asked her walking up to her balcony door.

She nodded and looked at me confused. "What are you doing the door is that way and down stairs"

"Our balconies are 1 foot away from each other I think I'm good to jump over to mine I said while turning and opening her door. I quickly hopped over our railings and was now on my balcony looking at Elsa through her door. I smiled at her and she smiled back then I walked into my room and immediately put away the knife I've been cutting my self with and flopped on my bed  and instantly fell asleep with a smile.

I don't know what I was feeling but it felt like 100 butterflies were flying in my stomach.

Could I be falling for her?

(Hay guys! I hope you liked the chapter. I know it's not that big of accomplishment but thank you so much for 50+ reads. It just makes me so happy to know that you guys are enjoying my book and want to keep reading it. So with that said next chapter will be up within the next day or two)

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