My Lost Soul

Chapter 2

There is a strange reason why I can't extract out of my mind the last one hour. Faith. Her name still rumbling on my thoughts, the way the other girl called her and she paid attention on her words. Her eyes rolling time after time...

My mobile phone distract me when it vibrates; a message.

Zack: This is serious. Mom and dad are worried about you Riley, you should leave your huge ego at home and come here.

I know he is angry, and I like when he is angry so I reply:

Riley: Really?

I receive his answer immediately

Zack: You are screwing up Christmas

Yes, I screwed up Christmas, my mother's birthday, my father's birthday too... I've done loads of naughtiness during these five last months, but I feel like I've been fated to do them. In October Kendall fucked everything; she sent to hell everything we had. I would have never thought it would be real, in fact, the next weeks I kept thought it was a dream, but it wasn't. She really fucked everything. She showed me that loving someone will just cause you pain. That's why I've been away from my family. I don't want to feel any kind of love, not even to my family.

My life is screwed up, so maybe that's why I screw up everything.

Next morning I wake up unwillingly. I don't go to university so I don't have to get up early, but I am damn tired.

I don't want to cook anything for breakfast, so I go to my favorite restaurant and cross my fingers to see her.

This time the parking is full so I have to drive two streets away from the restaurant to park my car. But it worth; when I enter the restaurant the first person I see is her, she is attending a couple. She seems to notice I'm there because she doesn't take so much time to gaze me, I smile.

"Hey sweetheart, can you look a table for one?" I say with a sideways smile.

"Why are you here again?" She frowns.

"I want to have breakfast"

"Then ask another waitress, I don't want to attend you again"

"That's not nice, Faith" I pronounce her name so slowly. "I would really like to talk to you chief"

"There's an empty table over there" She says pointing a side of the restaurant.

"Fine"

I immediately find that empty table and sit there while I wait till she comes.

A girl who is not Faith comes to attend me

"Hey, what would you like to order?"

"I'd like to be attend by Faith" I say interlacing my hands over the table.

"This is the zone I have to attend, her zone is in the other side and it's pitifully full, so if you want to order something..."

"No, thanks" I say

I look for her; she is in the other side of the local. I catch her looking at me several times. One hour later I stand up and go to talk to her. The local has been left mostly empty.

"Hey" I murmur.

"Hey" She says while sitting in an empty chair. "What do you want?"

"When does your turn finish?" I ask.

"Are you trying to ask me for going out with you?" She teases

"Just asking..."

"Tonight at ten"
"I will be here then" I smile and go out.

There is not any reason why I asked her for a date, maybe it just because of the time I've spend completly alone, or because she is a pretty girl. No, it's because I need someone to have sex with.
Yes, that's what I will try to do, though she doesn't look like the type of girls whose legs open that easily. No, she looks like the girls who is still virgin despite their age, because I guess Faith is around 20 years old.
Anyway it wouldn't be a problem for me to be the first one.

I arrive to the city and go the park where they should be, and that's where they are.
"Hey man" John says with a large smile.
"Hey...' I murmur.
I don't consider John and Dereck my friends, I consider them the boys who I smoke with, that's all.
Dereck gives me a cigarette and I drive it to my lips directly. It's been days since I didn't smoke, and I missed it.
"There's a party tonight at Logan's, will you go?" John asks while smoking.
"I can't, I already have plans"
"Plans with someone?" Dereck smiles while speaks.
"That's not your business"
"Well, let's say you are going out with someone tonight... You can bring that someone to the party, Logan wouldn't mind"
"I don't want to take her to Logan's party"
"So you are going out with a girl..."
"Fuck off" I murmur and get focused on my cigarrete.
I don't like talking about girls with my friends, or with anyone. It's something I don't use to do, maybe because I don't use to date with girls -neither with boys-

And this is chapter number 2 :) what do you think bout it? I know it's short, sorry