Broken Hearts (Brooklyn Beckham) [editing]

Chapter 38

Read the a/n at the end! It's important! <3
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Songs of this chapter are:

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Moments - One Direction

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Emily's POV

Today was my mum's funeral. I was staying at my own apartment and I was getting ready for the funeral.

I was in a black dress I had my hair in a ponytail. I stood in front of the mirror. There were black rings under my eyes and my eyes were bloodshot.

I was so mad at myself. I was so stupid because I didn't even realize that there should've been a problem with my mother. Whenever I talked to her on the phone, she seemed to be so weak. Her voice was raspier than always and she coughed every minute. I had to beg her to see her but I didn't. Sometimes I was so busy, making my YouTube videos and I totally forgot about my mother.

I was mad at her, too. I was so mad at her because she didn't tell me about having lung cancer. I knew she didn't want me to be upset, but she should've told me about that.

I opened the door for Brooklyn after he knocked on the door.

He had his hair slicked back and he was wearing a black tee shirt and trousers.

He looked at me and smiled. I just faked a smile and walked to him.

I buried my face into his chest. His arms were wrapped around me and he placed his chin on the top of my head.

"Brooklyn, I can't see her while she's getting buried. I can't." I said as I started to cry.

"Hey, don't cry. I swear she's in peace right now. She might be invisible from now on but she'll always be by your side, as always. And I know you can do it." He whispered.

"I know." I sighed. "This is so hard. It's too much for me. What if I can't handle it?" I said as I started to cry again.

"You are the strongest person I know, Emily." He said as he started to rub my back. "We have to go now."

I nodded and we both got out of the apartment.

We soon got in the car. There was a silence while Brooklyn was driving. I was looking out from the car's window, thinking of how beautiful my mum was. I remembered all of my memories with her.

I remembered the days when I came home from school with tears in my eyes. My mum always asked me if I was okay. I always told her that I was fine, but she knew I wasn't. She always took me to my room and she told me that the pain changes people to the strongest ones. It makes people unbreakable. She told me about the time my father passed away. She told me that she was so weak and she was in pain at the time. She could barely carry on, but she tried her best and stayed strong.

She told me that I shouldn't care about what people are going to say about me. She taught me that no one is below anybody else and nobody is above anyone, you can be the richest fucking person in the world, or you can be the poorest person. It doesn't matter because we're all the same. She also told me that the people who bullied me were the people who were low, there was nothing wrong with who I was.

"We're here, love." Brooklyn said as he parked the car into the parking lot.

We reached where my mum was going to be buried and we quickly took our seats.

"I'm sorry,darling." Victoria said as she rubbed my back.

David nodded and kissed my forehead. Then, he got me into his arms and I started to cry for the tenth time.

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It was the time for my speech. I was quite nervous, but I had to do it.

"You'll be fine, I promise." Brooklyn whispered in my ear as I stood up from my sit.

I stood were I was supposed to. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"Erm, my mother was a very good person. She was there for me when no one else was. I grew up without my father and my mum always had to be my father as well. She gave up her life for me and I can't thank her enough.

I know she's always with me no matter what. She might be invisible from now on, but she's always on my side." I said, looking at Brooklyn.

"She was my small bit of infinity in this world, and I was hers. And still, she remained positive, even at her last few days of living.

And lastly, I just want to thank her for just being so amazing and for being my inspiration. She's still the strongest person I know and I really hope that she knows that my love for her will never fade away, even if I can't see her anymore."

Brooklyn looked over at me. He looked so proud.

"I love you." He said smiling and I nodded knowingly.

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"Are you okay, love?" He asked while he had his hand on the steering wheel and while we were both going back to my apartment.

"Yeah, I am." My voice wasn't so loud but he got what I said.

"Good..." He said, nodding.

Then, he put his hand on my hip and I put my hand on his.

In the hard times, people stay strong for the ones they care about the most, and Brooklyn was the one I had to stay strong for...

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A/N: heyy! omg you literally can not believe that I wrote this at 4:44 am! So, sorry if I have some spelling or grammar mistake!

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