Broken Hearts (Brooklyn Beckham) [editing]

Chapter 28

"Nash?" I said as Nash answered my phone call.

"Yo Emily what's up?!" He said surprisingly.

"Can I please come over?" I said with my cracking voice.

"Umm... Yeah of course... Wait, are you okay?"

"I'll tell you what happened."

"Alright, see ya." He said and I ended the call right after.

I didn't know how to feel about seeing Nash again. it's hard to hang out with your ex's best friend... You know....

But i had no other option. I didn't want to go to my mother's because she was probably gonna blame me about dating Brooklyn. She didn't like Brooklyn at all.

As I was walking down the streets, it started to rain so damn hard and it reminded me of the night ,me and Brooklyn were sleeping on his bed, when he asked me out,again.

I felt like dying thinking about my memories with Brooklyn. My heart and chest started aching by mentioning his name. Tears were falling down my cheek. I felt water filling my lungs. I wanted to scream so loud. But I knew no one would hear a thing.

Who knew he would do this to me? He knew I was hurt enough and I couldn't handle pain anymore but instead of helping me, he let me down.

Thinking of not seeing his chocolate brown eyes made me feel so damn upset.

What an idiot I was to think he was one who treated me right.

I sighed and wiped my tears away as I reached Nash's house.

I knocked on the door gently and waited for him to open the door.

"Coming!" He shouted with his American accent. I loved the way he talked. I don't why... It was cute I guess?

He opened the door looked at me with a shocked face. His jaw was on the floor when he saw my bloodshot eyes.

"Oh my dear God Emily. come in." He told me and I went into his house.

His house was so beautiful. There was a big red couch in front of a TV and the walls were covered with posters. There were three rooms and a little kitchen.

I looked around his house and turned at him as his bright blue eyes were staring at me.

There was a awkward silence. We both didn't know what to say. Of course he was still shocked.

" take a sit, Em." He said to me.

Em was the nickname he always had for me. I actually liked when he called me that.

"What happened?" He said as he placed his hands on my shoulder.

I shivered by his touch because his hands were too cold.

I told him every single thing. He didn't stop staring at me.

"That's unbelievable. You should've stayed away from that beckham kid." He said.

"I couldn't help it. I loved him so much and I still do. Nash I don't know what to do. This life is really confusing." My voice cracked again.

Then he took me into his arms to comfort me. I started to sob while I placed my head on his chest. I knew his T-Shirt was wet because of my tears but he didn't seem to care.

I couldn't keep my eyes open. I slowly closed my eyes but I wasn't sleeping yet.

There was a silence. Not awkward but beautiful.

His arms were still wrapped around me and his head was placed on my head.

He was always an incredible friend.

"I wish you loved me the way you love him." He whispered.

I was shocked. I turned my face to his but he was asleep.

He really meant that?

I didn't know what to do.

I put my head on his chest again and pretended like nothing happened.

A/N: poor Nash :(
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