Chapter one

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JANAE IN MM

JANAE'S POV

Hey I'm Janae Taylor. I'm 18 year's old. I'm 5'9 and 278 pounds,  Yes I am full figured but who cares I love my shape.

Life for me has been anything but perfect because of my size most people have alot of crude things to say, but I just ignore them.

My best friend Ariel and I are seniors at West Chester High School. School had been in for a week and I'm already fed up. It's the end of the day on a Friday and I'm waiting on Ariel as usual. Baby girl is slow.

I've known Ariel since my freshman year & every since then we have been kicking it.

"Hey Friend" Ariel sang coming up behind me.

"Hey baby,  let's go I have to get home before Marcus gets there"

Marcus was my step father, he decided to take Me in when my mother died last year. I miss her so much. The shit Marcus does to me didn't start until she left and I hate him.

"You know you could come stay with Chance and I. " Ariel said referring to her twenty-year-old brother who just moved into town.

"Ariel I could'ent do that, I don't even know him."

"Well c'mon he's out side waiting on me. I can introduce you to him now." She's so persistent.

We walked to the student parking lot to "go meet chance" note the Air quotes.

When we got outside we saw the mother of all thots. Nicole.

"Hey big brother this is my friend Janae" Ariel said ignoring Nicole.

I wasn't even looking at chance until he got Out the car and must I say DAMN.

I never really had a thing for dread heads but chance could have my number any day. He stood 6'3 And he was Chocolate.

"Wassup ma"

"O-hh h-eyy" I know I did not just stutter. He started smiling and I got weak lord this boy.

"Well we gotta go Ariel so we'll see you around Janae" he said with a charming smile.

I said my goodbyes to Ariel And began my normal walk home.

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When I got home I saw Marcus's car in the dive way fuck I don't have time for this today.

I walked in the house and I didn't see him so I ran up the stairs to my room and there he was leaning on the door frame.

"What took you so long to get here" he deep voice frightened me.

"I had to get extra work" i said with my head down


"Look at me when your talking to me girl"


I look up and just when i did.....

Pop pop

His right & left fist connected with my face and I fell backwards into his room.


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After he beat me he told me to clean myself up. I did as told and went to lay down.

As i lay in my head i begain to cry. what did i ever do to deserve this from anyone. I missed my mom so bad. I knew that she would protect me.

I began to go to sleep but then my step father walked in and began to rip my pants. I hit him in the nose and I tried to get up but it was no use, he was gonna do it anyway. He raped me Just like he had done so many other times. I had lost my innocents to him so long ago and it hurt that I'll never be able to do this with someone I truly cared for.  

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After he finished he left I waited till I saw the car leave an I left to. I'm going to Ariel's house and I don't plan on coming back.

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