Just Me and My King (Pin)

Its midwinter and walking home, was always a struggle for me. trying to find a job to support myself wasn't going so well , and this nursing degree that I carried in my back pocket seemed non existing. planning for the future seem so easy when i was younger. Thats one thing my mom forgot to teach me before she left.

"Ayo ma "

I speed my pace up trying my best to ignore "D".

"." I know you hear me girl, ma give me a chance to explain " D yelled out of the window of his momma car.

"I don't want your explanation or your lame ass apologies so keep your Sorry ass moving " I yelled from the sidewalk .

in highschool i thought me and Dean were in "love ". I was soon proved wrong when I found out he had been cheating on me with some Spanish hoe. Dean was on his way to major success, he left school after his grandma died and began selling drugs. he was making serious money and of course I loved it. I was going to school with all of these name brand bags and clothing that not a damn chick in West Detroit high had. My mom did not like that I was buying clothes off of Deans drug money but as long as she was getting Some money to support her addiction she was fine.

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Finally I get to my apartment that my mom left in my name when she left me for her addiction. as I reached my door all I smelled was piss ,sex,and weed. I focused on my door and began to cry, What was I going to do? I had a eviction notice on my door and I had no where to go, I had been looking for a job but it was hard to come by being 19 and a nurse.

A ferm hand layed on my shoulder and a deep sexy voice said

" your to beautiful to be sitting on this dirty ass floor. let me help You up Ma. "

"No I'm fine, I'm Just looking for my keys " I said keeping my pride

"I'm Kwamane , and Your name is? "

the deep voice said trailing off waiting for my answer.

"Siniyda " I said shoving the key into The lock.

" What a pretty name for such a beautiful woman" he Said looking in to my hazle eyes.

" Thanks " I said as I closed the door in his face .

I knew what he wanted and thats what they all want. growing up in Detroit slums You learn not to trust niggas because all they wanted was pussy and I was Not about to give it up.