Just Me and My King (Pin)

I don't know if im ready.

2 weeks later

I was laying down with Kwamane when suddenly I felt the urge to vomit.

"whats wrong pretty are you sick" Kwamane asked while holding my hair

I was not about to answer him and his Stupid question!.

I just hope I wasn't pregnant, I got up to brush my teeth.

"maybe we should take you to the doctor"kwa said leaning against the door pane with his hand on top of his head.

"I'm not sick babe"I said while looking in the mirror, I've been noticing that my nose have been getting Fuller.

"your pregnant" kwa replied

I put my head down and just thought to myself Why, how,when.

I walked in to the room and kwa already had on sweat pants and a pull over sweater on with green foamposites. I sat on then bed And put my head down starring at the tan carpet. I wasn't ready to be a mother. I hadn't even started my career.

Kwamane came out the closet and threw grey sweatpants and s tank top with a sweater and pink foamposites.

I put on the cloths and sat on the bed and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"get up lets go " he said with out looking at me while clenching his jaw.

How could he be mad,I'm the one who has to carry this baby and put everything on hold,not him.

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Kwamane pov

I knew siniy was pregnant . I was actually excited, until I seen her crying.I was beyond pissed, if you claimed you love me and We are engaged then why aren't you happy to be having my child.

siniyda has just been sitting there quite not saying a word. So I decided to talk

"what the fuck is your problem siniy,why aren't you happy that your having my child, huh?your sitting there pouting crying when you have something apart of my growing in side of you"I said I ddnt mean to yell though.

She never replied she just shook her head

"Ms. McClain the doctor is ready for you" the male nurse called for her

I got up and took a couple of steps and turned around, she Was still sitting in her seat .

"Get up"I said as I continued walking. A lady sitting in the waiting room looked up and said " that couldn't be me he was talking to ,I would of whipped his ass"

I walked in the room and siniy trailed in behind me ,.She tried to sit on the bed but She was struggling.  

I chuckled to myself, she had on this face that I loved where her right eye brow goes up and in between her eyebrows wrinkle.

I guess she noticed my chuckle because she shot,me that "shut the fuck up" look. 

I went over to help her and She spoke.

"I dont care how mad at me you are, you need to watch the way you fuckin talk to me Kwamane" she said

"really, after you walked around crying because you pregnant with my baby.you look so fuckin hurt. your my fiancé and your crying because my seed is inside if you, most women would kill to be pregnant,your so fuckin ungrateful"I spat at her

"you know why I'm hurt Kwamane , I have to put my life on hold for this baby I can't pursue my career, I have to wait and even after its born I have to care for it. unlike you, all you have to do is go to your trap every so often and check on your drug dealers. I don't even know if your even going to walked back through that door at night. I can't put my child through that" siniyda cried out .

"well then you don't have to worry no more,you don't have to wait up at night waiting for me " as soon as I said that the doctor walked in

"well hello you two , let me just close the door and we can get started" doctor haul said .

"no I was just leaving I'll close it " I said walking out the door.

She knew what my life was like before we made it serious. Then she threw that shit in my face.

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Siniy pov.

The doctor did my ultrasound and gave me a follow up date. 

I had no ride ,I'm 2 Towns away from home. I'm stuck.

"hello mama ray, if its not to much to ask,can you come pick me up from the doctor"I said sniffling in the phone.

"yes ,but what happen to the cars,and why are you crying " she asked

"Kwamane left me , I think we're over" I cried

"oh hell no , lawd I did not raise my son like that, please give me strength, I'm on my way" mama ray hung up the phone and 10 minutes later she pulled up with Sharif 2 sons in the car.

"hey baby we gon get this straighten out " mama ray yelled

"no mama lets just wait"I said feeling a tear Rolling down my face 

But before I could wipe it I felt camrons little hand wipe it.

"its okay titi pretty its going to be okay , remember when at nana house I fell off my bike and you and uncle said I was going to be okay, now look at me I'm fine" Camron said

I smiled and nodded

"you give good advice cammy, when your Cousin is born I hope you can give him or her advices."I said

Mama ray slammed on the brakes

"your pregnant pretty! " she yelled clapping and smiling , 

The cars behind us beeped and she yelled

"shut the fuck up I'm going to be a grandma again" she yelled out the window