Takamasa My Secret Love Story

My Takamasa: My Secret Love Story. The Fight

Please enjoy the next installment of my fanfic. This is my take on my love story.

My Takamasa: My Secret Love Story

Part 3

I am stirring to hear Tamasa voice calling me. "Sweetness! Sweetness! Sweetness! Please wake up! Please honey!" He's holding me tight.

"What's happening to me?" I look at him. He so worried. He's holding my head. why? I'm thinking out loud. I raised my hand and I feel an ice pack and a bandage?

"Whwhat Happen?" I look to Tamasa.

"You don't remember?"

"No No!"

"You pass out again! I found you on the bathroom floor out cold. We need to go to the hospital now!" He commanded.

"No No. I will go by myself. I don't want you to be involved in any unnecessary scandals.... Alright." I say trying to sit up grasping a hold of the ice pack.

"Scandals that's what your worrying about? Why are you worrying about me? Right now. This is not the time for that. Don't get up stay still." He scolds me. He pushes me to lay down on the bed.

"Yes I don't want your relationships to suffer because of me." I solemnly say.

"What relationship? Your the only one that matters to me!" He shouts concerningly.

I can't hear him anymore my eyes grow heavy. I'm blocking him out, no I'm just too tire to argue with him. I yawn and I slip under the covers.

"Tamasa I'm to tired. I want to sleep! Please! Let me sleep." I whine As I fall into a deep slumber...

He sighs in defeat.

"I will let you sleep for now. We're not finished. Not at all! When you awaken, we definitely are going to talk. He states sternly. He smiles softly as he covers me with the blanket.

I wake up to see that I'm in the bed alone. I take a look at the clock on the end table. It's 3:45pm. I slept a long time. I wonder did I dream all of this? I look up and around the room. "No I didn't. This is Tamasa's room. I was with my true love. I got terribly sick. Now I remember. "

I need to go home. I sit up on the side of the bed. My bare feet touch the cold floor. I moan slightly. My head aches a bit. I must have hit it. When I fell in the bath room.

"He's right, I need go to the hospital. I need to know what's wrong with me. I have to make an appointment to see my doctor. I can't put this off anymore." I say in a low voice, as I gather up all my clothes. I proceeded to put them on. I'm Looking around for my purse.

I'm thinking. "This thing we are doing right now isn't good. I have to let this thing go."

"No I have to let him go for good. "

"So he can be happy with her. The thought of him being with someone besides me, is crippling me! This needs to be done." I Hear a familiar voice in the the distances calling out to me.

"Sweetness? Sweetness?"

"Yes." I say softly.

"You've gotten dress? Why? Anyway, I have something to say to you. I took it upon my self to schedule you an appointment with your doctor for tomorrow morning at 7:20am." He states proudly.

"You did? But.....? Thank you, Saeki." I smiled softly at him.

"You calling me by my last name? Eh? Your not calling me my pet name any more??" He asked confused.

"I don't know what to say to you? I'm so confused being here with you. You Brings out emotions, that I thought I was over. There coming out."

"I know how you feel honey."

"Tamasa can I have some time to sort out my feelings? Before I can see you again?"

"So your leaving me?"

"Yes, No! That's not what I'm saying!"

"Then what are you saying? Sweetness?"

"I don't know! You are making me crazy!"

"Be honest with your feelings!"

"Why don't you Be faithful to your girlfriend!" I shouted at him.

Tamasa was so shocked when I said that. The minute I said it I wanted to take it back! I can't, so I got up from the bed and stormed out of his place!

He's calling after me. I ignore him and hailed a taxi.

I caught a cab to my place. In the taxi I brooded the whole way home. I when up stairs to my house. I'm so tired and weak. I want to cry so badly. I snapped at Tamasa. He was only being good to me. I feel so guilty. I'll call him and apologize to him, after I finish my appointment tomorrow.

I will take a bath and relax in the tub. I'm getting things ready for my appointment. I set the alarm, take out my clothes and I call my job to let then know I won't be coming in to work tomorrow, and I will bring a doctors note.

I can't eat anything, I'm too upset. So I had a little tea instead. That seem to help me. I fall asleep swiftly. That's strange usually it takes me a long time. Tonight is different, as soon as My head hit the pillow I'm out.

The alarm is blaring!!!
"Beep beep beeeep!

"I'm up!  I'm Up!" As I hit the off button on the alarm.

I groan as I try sitting up. I am still weak and tired. I want to go back to sleep. I stretch as I stand. I walk to the bathroom. I jump in the shower, brush my teeth. I put my clothes on and brush out my hair. Then I grab my purse, keys and lock the door. I didn't feel like walking. I feel weak and tired. So, I decided to hail a taxi.

I jump in a cab to head to my appointment. I check my watch it's 7:03am. I sigh I'm cutting it close. I have a hard time getting started in the morning. I might need some iron or something. I check my watch it 7:14am I'm almost there. I pay the taxi driver and hop out. I rush to the elevator to the fourth floor. The elevator door slides open.

I look up and I see Tamasa's beautiful face smiling at me.

To be continue.