Takamasa My Secret Love Story

My Takamasa: A Secret Love Story. Our Reunion

Please enjoy my fanfic Love story from my point of view.

My Takamasa: A Secret Love Story.

Part 2:

Some time has passed I start to stir. I begin to open my eyes. This is? Wait! I know this place. This is Tamasa place. Why am I here? What's going on?" I try to get up, but my head won't let me. I have a sharp headache. I groan in pain. I see Tamasa leaning over me.

"What's going on?" I asked him.

"You passed out at Long Island. I brought you to my place. So I can take care of you. You have been out for about four hours now. I am really worried about you. I was about to take you to the hospital."

"4 hours huh?"

"Yes."

"Why am I at your house? And where are my clothes?"

He smirked. "You don't think? I'm letting one of the guys take you home? Do you? Your still my girl. Your clothes are Their, and over there, your clothes were a little tight on your body."

"Really, Saeki!? You didn't have to take off my clothes.?" I'm in a state of shock. I am in a lot of confusion.

"Your body needs to breathe. Honey!" He say with a devilish grin and a twinkle in his eyes.

I sigh. "No! No! You didn't need to take off my clothes! Tamasa!" I'm so frustrated with his actions. I just sighed loudly.

He changes the subject.

"Sweetness you need to get checked out. This isn't normal. You really worried me please make an appointment and see your doctor? I want you to promise me?" He staring worriedly into my eyes

"Okay! I will promise you Tamasa."

Before I know it I fall back to sleep in Tamasa arms. I slept for another seven hours. I was so exhausted. Being in his arms calmed my whole body down. His scent enveloped me. No nausea nothing. I'm at peace. But this feels right, so I decided to go with it.

I am happy but I know that this is not permanent. We are not together any more. He's with Nola. Wait why am I here? I can't think. Now, I want to sleep. Stop thinking! As I drift off into slumber.

"Tamasa I LoveYou So don't ever Leave me! Don't leave me!" I say in my deep sleep as I turning on to my side.

"I will never leave. I promise." Tamasa replies as he holds me tight.

The sun is shining through the window. My eyes pop open. "I am late I yell! I am late for work. I spring up from the bed. Wait this is not my room." I look around this is Tamasa room. What happen last night? What did I do? Did I drink to much Sakê? Did we do some thing? I say to myself. I see Tamasa half asleep on the bed. "Sweetness, it's okay I called your job to let them know you were sick, and you won't be coming in today."

"You did? Why? But I didn't ask you too. Any way, Thank You Tamasa." I bow to him. And sigh in relief that nothing happen between us.

"Come back to bed. I was comfortable."
He wines to me.

"I need to go home. You might have company at anytime. I would not want to cause you any problems...." I say coldly while gathering my clothes.

"What are you talking about? What company?" He asked me confusingly.

"You know your a busy writer I wouldn't want to get in the way."

"Last night was the first time I have written any thing worth wild, since we broke up......." He says softly. He has a lot of pain in his face.

"Really? That's not good Tamasa..... Is there anything I can do to help you." I say as I sit down beside him and grasp his hand.

"Sweetness." He hesitates as he strokes my cheeks.

I stare intensely in his eyes. I want him to kiss me right now. Tamasa, I want you to choose me. Take me now, make passionate love to me. I'm trying to will him to take me. I'm to afraid to say it out loud. I'm so embarrassed to let him know. I wish I can tell you how much I want you. How much I need and miss you. I wish I can tell you. That I love you Takamasa Saeki.  I Love You. I want to hold you tight and never let you go. This is what I wish. I wish.

My eyes grows hot, tears start to fall. I'm so emotional now! I can't let him me like this. I bowed my head down so that he couldn't see my face. I get up from the bed and I run from the bedroom to the bath room. I turn on the water to keep him from hearing me cry.

After a little while. I begin to feel dizzy. I can barely stand up. Oh, I can't focus on any thing! Every thing is becoming blurred. What's wrong with me? I say to my self. I reach for the door knob. Everything goes black.

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