Her Faith in Us ❤

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Its been a few days since Jacenya's been out the hospital. She has yet to speak to Shamari..but why?

{ Jacenya }
I miss Shamari but I don't know if its best we speak right now. I mean I know she's going crazy about me because everyday she sends about 300 messages telling me she loves me. I hope I'm not being selfish about this..I just thought since she was leaving me then I wouldn't have a reason to be alive anymore. Maybe I do have a reason to live..I'm hoping I do.

{ Shamari }
Another dreadful day. I haven't talked to Jacenya for about 5 days now. I miss her so much. Without her my days are long and meaningless. Without her my nights are lonely and painful. So much has happened and I have so much to tell her. I'm hurting and I need her. I hope she talks to me today...I really do. Bzzbzz bzzbzz. Who could this be? I hope its not him..he's been stalking me ever since the whole thing happened. I need my baby.

Snooks (J): are you there?

Stank (S): yes...always.

Snooks (J): ok, im ready to talk.

Stank (S): im ready to listen.

Snooks (J): i miss you. i crave you in the most preciously innocent ways. you're so intoxicating. you give me hope and i need you. you're my everything and these past 5 days i've been nothing without you. my days have been long and my nights have been lonely. as much as i want to feel some type of anger towards you..i can't. all i can feel for you is love. you live in the deepest parts of my soul. i love you and i can't live without you so please don't leave me. i know its not a sorry a plain words but when have you known me to ever be plain.

Stank (S): im glad you texted me because i was on the verge of insanity. i've missed you so much and i know you haven't ever been the type to be plain but i've learned to read in between the lines and i accept your apology. as much as i wanna yell at you for almost taking your life i can't. just like you i feel for you from the deepest parts of my soul. i was never going to leave you..i just needed some time to think. even if you thought i was gonna leave i promise i would come right back.

Snooks (J): ok baby. im glad we're good now..i really missed you.

Stank (S): i missed you too snooks.

I should really tell her but I'm so scared. I have no idea how she's gonna react. Just thinking about what happened sends chills up my spine and makes me break into a nervous sweat. Ima tell her to call me just to make it easier. Lord be with me.

Stank (S): baby call me.

Snooks (J): ok ma.

I hope it doesn't go too bad because I really need her by my side right now. If she doesn't stay by my side I'll see where her loyalty really lies.