Just a friend

Chapter 4// funeral day

Today is my dads funeral we all decided my mom and my dads side of the family to burry my dad cause we want to be able to visit him

I got dresses into a black dress with blacks heels and then I applied mascara I wasn't ready for this day at all.

I wasn't expecting Steven or aramis to come because it was a school day (Friday)

We started driving to the cemetery about 20 minutes later we arrive

We got to the place that my dad was going to get buried at There was crowds of people there already I went up to do my speech

"My dad was a very happy man he was a very smart and out going man he was the kind of person who would make you laugh when your down he was always there when someone needed him the day he got into the accident was the worst day of my life but I have to understand that God took him for a reason and he is in a better place he will always be by our sides guiding us and leading us to the right path dad I love you so much" I finished my speech

I had to stay strong for my dad

Then we did our prayers and then the buried his casket under ground

Some people stayed for a while then the crowd started fading away slowly and then me and my mom went home

a/n (This funeral isn't very realistic sorry)

when we arrived at my house I went upstairs and had myself a moment

I then felt hot tears streaming down my cheeks and I felt empty

I felt weak and I couldn't explain

I decided to cool off and take a shower

20 minutes later I got out and changed into some pjs

I got on my phone and saw that I had texts from aramis & Steven

Steven
How you holding up? You can talk to me I'm always here

Wish I could've showed up

I'm sorry

Aramis
Hey jassy you ok buddy?

Me and Steven wanted to show up but we couldn't I'm sorry jas I hope your ok

I replied back to them saying it's alright and thank you

I then went to sleep after a long day

Saturday morning

I woke up feeling lazy it was 11:30 I grabbed my phone and checked if I had any messages I

Steven

Hey jas i was wondering if you would want to go to a party today I mean you don't have to go I understand

I decided I mean why not I can clear up my head

Me
Yes , what time?

Steven
Like at 8 pm

Me
Sounds like a plan pick me up

Steven
Awesome!

I decided to get up and brush my teeth cause I didn't want to be a lazy bum all day in bed

a/n (I don't want to do it like my last story's rushing into relationship you feel me?)

I decided to dress into sweats and a black shirt and go skate for a while

I grabbed my board and went in front of my house to practice my inward heels

After about like 2 hours jeez I finally had it