Because

I loved her because...

I loved her because she was beautiful. I hated her because she was shy. I wanted her because she was kind...

I always had some kind of emotion towards her whenever I saw her, and each time I seen her, it would be a new emotion I would feel.

I adored her because she was sympathetic. I envied her because she was noticed. I desired her because she was innocent.

I had always questioned myself if she was the right one for me... or I was even the right one for her. Those two questions cycled in my head- but deep down I knew I would never have a chance to talk to her, even if I did love her. Her name was Alice Knightly. She was light skinned, had black, long hair, and blue eyes.

I was light skinned, had shoulder length, dark brown hair, and as well had blue eyes. But even though we had similar features, we were two totally different people. I felt at this point only luck could bring us together. Until then, I could just fantasize what it would be like if we were together.