Disappear®

Chapter 2

Disappear was all I wanted to do, not even exist is all I wished for. My life is not at all going good, and I don't even wanna bring up why. 

Flashback..

''Kalina, baby I'm ho--'', I open the door to see my best friend having sex with my fiancee. I drop everything, staring traumatized. ''Kalina, Brian, what the fuck!'', I said angry. ''Larry, oh my god! What are you doing home so early!? I-I thought you were in Paris!'', Kalina said grabbing her clothes, rushing them back on her body. ''And I thought you loved me'', I said to myself, holding back my tears. I grab my bags, walking back to the limo. ''Larry, wait!'', Kalina says rushing outside, following me. I slam the door, locking it. Kalina knocks on the window, crying. I roll the window down, not making a single eye contact with her. ''Larry, baby, I swear to you I can explain.'', Kalina cries to Larry. ''Leave my house'', I said strictly through my clenched jaw. ''Baby, don't do this'', Kalina cries louder, reaching through the window to grab my face and kiss me. ''Kalina Brimson Johnson, get the fuck out of my house, or I'm calling the cops for trespassing on my property.'', I said before rolling the window back. Kalina bangs on the window, crying her eyes out. ''Driver, off to the workshop downtown...I guess I can join Laurent.'', I said saddened. 

Yeah, a couple months ago my baby cheated on me for someone I literally gave my trust to. But now, I see why Laurent always told me to trust nobody..trust yourself. So, right now, Laurent and I riding to our new house in the forest. We wanted to move to erase some memories. It isn't a permanent home, but it's somewhere we can stay until we get enough money and choose somewhere to stay. Plus, Lau thought it would be a good idea to leave that house. He said the devil was getting to us...what he means, is Kalina kept coming to our house to apologize to me. Laurent is very protective over me, I'm thankful for that, at least I know Laurent is loyal to me and would never betray me like Kalina did. 

I stare out the window, watching the rain trickle down the window. Laurent drove there, even though he almost crashed last time when he drove while videoing for Instagram. But, I trust him this time. He know's when things are and aren't appropriate. ''Soooo,  Larry, how you feeling mon frere, we getting a new home.'', Laurent said, trying to spark a enthusiastic conversation. ''I feel just as excited as you do'', I said plainly. I could tell, Laurent wasn't buying it. He knew I wasn't at all happy, plus our twin telepathy. ''Um....ooook. Anyway, enjoying the ride? I non want you uncomfortable.'', Laurent says tightening the wheel, ''I can slow down if that makes you com--'', I interrupt him. ''Laurent, please, I am fine. I am thankful for your worrying about me, but for right now, can there please just be silence? I just need a nap and some thinking, I'll be fine bro, trust.'', I said politely. Laurent nods his head, looking at me with a smirk, turning back to the road. ''Thank you'', I said closing my eyes. ''Your welcome, little bro'', Laurent said continuing to drive. While relaxing and chilling out,  my mind then starts to soothe, leading me into a light slumber. 

''I'll never love you, Larry'', Kalina said in my face as she stood in front of me under a beam of light. I sigh deeply, ''I know, Kalina. I'm moving on, you won't have to worry about me.'', I said rubbing the back of my neck. ''I don't think so, your going to think about me, whether you want to or not, I will always and forever be on your mind.'', Kalina says, showing unexpectedly behind me. I turn around to see her, ''What do you mean, Kalina. I thought you wanted me to move on, you sure as hell did.'', I said seriously. ''Oh baby, now you know I would never leave you. I just needed love, and it's your fault for not showing me enough love and attention.'', Kalina says showing unexpected again, to my side. ''It's your fault I cheated, Larry. You didn't do your part.'', Kalina said showing up to my other side. ''W-What? N-No it's not!'', I said. Several copies of Kalina surrounds me, walking closer and closer, closing me in. ''It's all your fault, Larry. If anyone cheated, it's you. It's you, It's you. It's you--'', they said over and over closing me into a tight circle. 

I  scream, kick and flinch, reacting all I could. ''Larry! Larry, stop! Stop!'', Laurent says grabbing me. I open my eyes, to see Laurent looking at me in worry. ''Larry, what happened to you!'', Laurent asked looking into my eyes in worry. I look around, and wiped my face. Instantly I reached for the door handle and exit the car. ''Larry, where are you going?!'', Laurent asked. I ignored him, walking into the woods deeper. I just needed to focus more, my mind has been set only on that bitch ass ex of mines, Kalina. I need to get her off my mind. 

After walking only a few feet far from the car, I feel a cold breeze blow behind me.The weather was sunny, a breeze wasn't even forecasted. Eh, weather people aren't always right. I shiver a bit and kept walking, nothing can get in the way of my focus right now. Not even a strange yet cool and satisfying breeze.