<3 The Night <3

It wasnt a long ride home. When we got to the building, we all got out the car and walked to the building. On the way up to are floor my thoughts came back. At the apartment, I started talking with titi asking her what she was going to make for dinner. I talked to her about if she liked Ilene and me finding her son Ronnie rude.

 But that was all a front just to keep me from thinking of him in any way at all. After a little time of being back, me and Nats friend Tanya came up stairs from her floor. We were happy to be with each other. I told her all about meeting Ronnie and Ilene... I just left out that i liked him. I did not want her to look at me as if I was a weirdo for liking someone so fast. Plus, at first I thought if she was to see him and would want him it would keep me away. My feelings about that changed when we went to the front of the building and he was with us, now playing with the other kids. When we were talking, she looked at him and said how he was cute. A quick bit of jealousy rushed over me and I snapped

 "Well hes mine!"

 But i quickly laughed after to try and cover the anger that just came out of my little 4'10 body. She just shot me a awkard look. I tried to change the topic and asked her if we should go play with all of them. When we started to play with each other out side, we all play fought and I kept on messing with Ronnie and when we were playing, we would look at each other. I felt like I was special to someone...like i had a chance at a happy moment for me.

 Thats when I thought to myself "I know he feels what I  feel". Thats when our friend Dj came down with his football. The boys talked for a sec before i told Dj to throw the ball to me. I ran across the street so we had more space to throw the ball to each other. Dj went to go with one his friends somewhere and it was just me and Ronnie playing. All I could think was "boy he has a great arm." He yelled over to me "You can throw' I yelled back to him "Thanks so do you."

 We just laughed with each other and thats when I felt us growing just a little more closer to each other I loved it. It was time to go up stairs. When we got to our floor Ronnie and Nat moved away from me and Tanya. "I see how ya look at each other," Tanya said out of no where. I turned to her and blushed just a little."No I dont know what you're talking about T. He probably has a girl." she looked at me."Ima hook ya up. You guys would look cute with each other." Tanya said. "No its fine."  I replied. Tanya walked over to them. Oh god my heart was pounding when i saw her get close to them. The look on Ronnies face was enough for my mind to go crazy with thoughts on what the hell she said to them. When they all got up and started walking over to me. I was so scared that I would be turned down by Ronnie. I wanted him bad... I was just too scared of my own feelings at this point...