3 months later my belly was a little bigger and so was my depression. I felt so bad about the whole Analiese thing, I felt like I hurt her. I looked her in the eyes and in that moment I saw hurt. I sat in my bed looking outside, Jade knocked on the door and came in "Elouis? What's wrong you've been sitting like this for 3 months now. It's not good for the baby or you." I looked at her for a while and nodded. "Where's Luke?" I wasn't in the mood to get up, I was too depressed to even think right now. I just wanted Luke. "He's downstairs talking to the boys, I'll go get him.". She left the room to get him and I sighed and layed down holding my little baby bump. I closed my eyes and I started drifting off into a deep slumber, I felt a pear of arms around me and the smell of familiar cologne. I snuggled closer to him, I felt like crying because I was so depressed but I couldn't say anything. But I knew it'll hurt the baby. Jade is supposed to be going to the doctor with me to find out the gender of the baby, I'm afraid. What if the baby gets sick? What if something is wrong with it and it has to live with that? Tears started leaving my eyes and before I knew it I was sobbing. Luke sat up and looked at me with concern "what's wrong love?" I sighed trying to calm down "I'm scared that something might be wrong with our baby. What if I do something wrong?" He shushed me and kissed my forehead cupping my face in his hands "The baby will be just fine, you can't stress too much it's not good for our baby. This creation we made will come out and be great. It will mean the world to us. You'll be okay, don't stress." I layed back down and closed my eyes, Luke cuddled me in his arms and we both fell asleep. I'm happy I have Luke in my life.
