• 𝓢𝓸 𝓜𝓾𝓷 𝓟𝓞𝓥 •
(Tranquil, serene night.. at the bedroom..)
I was laying at my top bunk bed, my mind reminding me of Pil Gwang over and over again, I kept thinking of him,it's hallucinating and drives me crazy, as if my mind is stuck somewhere in a dimension, full of cruelty and possessive, almost dominating, I tried pushing the cruel thoughts away from my mind and forget about it, but I somehow can't.
how can I forget about that easily when it's haunting me so much that I can barely die easily just by haunting me..
I sigh deeply, I hate being weak and vulnerable like this, I wanted to be strong and powerful more than Pil Gwang, why do I feel like he is the one who's more stronger than me..?
and why do I feel powerless to stop him whenever he makes that one move that he always do?
I don't understand why, I am always stuck in this kind of situation, like it's trapping me somewhere that I can't escape tho... until, I got startled when the door suddenly and slightly opened, It's Do Hana..
"Mun-ah."
She calls me by my simple name in a cold way, like I did something wrong, "Yes noona..?"
"I want to talk to you." she said in a stoic way, is she disappointed that I did something wrong? Did I made her upset? damn it.
"ok.." I muttered to her softly, Hana made her way and climb to my bed, her footsteps light and soft in each step, and she sat beside me, the mattress shifting under her weight, I went silent, thinking that I did something wrong, anxiety taking advantage of me, and I can feel Hana's eyes looking at me, but I regained my composure
"I look through your memories while your sleeping.." Hana said.
I close my eyes in acceptance mixed with guilt, sighing deeply, my heart racing fast again, as if I can't breath with it, "what did you saw..?" I said softly.
She paused for a moment, her expression remaining nonchalant, "It's about you and Pil Gwang.", "I know.. I just.. I felt powerless when I see him with my own eyes.. I don't know why.. as if I'm just giving myself to him easily by just seeing his damn presence like I'm his.. I.. I hate this kind of feeling.."
"then fight him, just like what you use to do." Hana said calmly, but I am relieved that she remained calm instead of shouting and screaming at me in anger, my anxiety eased a bit, "But.. I feel like I can't do it.. he is like some type of monster taking every each of my power to make me feel weak and vulnerable... but.. noona.. I'm trying my best.. okay..?"
Hana's lips curled into a faint smile, it's good the she still trust me tho, I can feel her hand ruffling my hair in a comfort way, "Okay, I trust you." She said softly, "but promise me that you'll never give yourself to him, do you get me?", as she said that, I nodded slowly.
"I promise.."
her smile grew a bit more wider, but it disappeared when she asked something, "Did you confront him?", I looked at her, "yeah.. but he still hasn't gave me anything.. not even a reason.. he's just talking nonsense.. but.. I'll try again.."
D: "So Mun.. don't try to confront him again.. you'll let yourself in danger again-"
S: "Don't worry noona.. I'll stay aware of him..
Do Hana looks at me with a worried glance, she sighs softly, as if allowing me to confront Pil Gwang once again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
• 𝓗𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓟𝓲𝓵 𝓖𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓟𝓞𝓥 •
In a luxurious, tall hotel...
I was sitting on a brown, comfy couch, full of designed, small pillows, my hand making it's way to grab a glass of wine, and I drank it, I wore a comfy, black turtle neck, a black waist coat, and a black jacket with white stripes design on it, and with a black trousers, making me look even more handsome and attractive, and more calm.
I put the wine glass on a table and stood up, making my way to the window to look outside, I can see the red territories, which is from So Mun, summoning all over the area upon the ground.
I smirk slightly, I can tell he is looking for me by now, but he can't find me here, not today.
I took out my coin, flipping it and catching it, playing with it like a toy, I look outside the window again, glancing at the red territories, as if admiring the appearance of it.
So Mun is really something..
I make my way to the door and open it, going outside for a bit, I closed the door, my expression stoic, I entered the elevator, clicking the button where it leads me to go to an exit, the elevator goes down until it stops after a few minutes, its landing door opening, I walk outside the elevator, people walking around, I head my way towards the exit, the sun rising from the ground, followed by the red territories, Mun can sense me here, but I don't give a damn about it.
I'm obsessed with him, so what?
I continue walking until I make my way to a private area, I can sense So Mun looking for me, and I am so damn sure of it.
"Finally found you, bastard." a familiar voice was heard.
I turned around and finally found my beautiful darling, So Mun.. I smirked slightly and face him, "Oh, how cute.. my darling following around me here and looking for me."
"Nonsense, I came here to-", "talk to me? yeah I know damn right, darling."
he raise his eyebrow skeptically, "you already know? is that why you make your way here?", I tilt my head, as if I'm interested, "of course, I can sense you, babe."
"We need to talk, be atleast serious, damn it..!"
• 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔲𝔢𝔡...
(I am so sure there's gotta be climax soon lolll.)
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