Our Direction

Chapter 4

Ally's POV

After me and Zayn finished our smokes we went back inside for lunch. They were all talking. "I hope she's going to be ok. Do you think she would be hurt if you told her?" Liam said. "Well, it has to happen. I just can't keep it from her. How about I say this 'Ally, me and all the guys are going away. We're in a band and we got an offer. So we will be leaving in about 4 months. I hope we can stay in touch.'?" Louis said back, that's when I ran away, crying. I thought life was getting a but better. But now that I have friends they're all leaving me? Just what I need! I hate my life! I ran to nowhere in specific but found myself at Louis' house. I ran in, went to the bathroom, and found the razors. I had done this about a thousand times before so I took them apart quickly. 'Slice' and the blood oozed out of my wrist. Into the sink. 'Slice. Slice.' A few more. Then, 'bang! Bang!' "Ally I know you're in there! Open the door! Come out please!" I couldn't listen to his voice right now. "Leave me alone! I don't want to talk!" I shouted through tears as I continued to cut my skin. "Ally please just come out!" He sounded like he was on the bridge of tears. I opened the door and fell into his arms. "Louis don't leave me, please" I sobbed into his t-shirt. "Ally, what you heard wasn't the end of my sentence. I was going to ask you to come with." He spoke as he reached for a towel to put on my arm. "Louis, you're my only friend. You're like my brother. You can't leave me. I need you." I said and looked up at him. He wiped away my tears. Then he picked me up and brought me to his room.

Louis' POV

Brother? Just a brother? Ouch that hurts. I thought she liked me. I just got friend zoned. So that's what that feels like? Yay.. I feel so bad that she heard only that one part of what I was saying. She ran away sobbing. I didn't know where she was going but I immediately got up an ran after her. I yelled her name maybe 50 times. Not once did she turn around to look at me. Once I got into the house I was about to pass out. I had to sit down and regain breath. Then I went upstairs. I pounded on the door and asked her to come out. She told me to leave her alone, by I got her to open then door. She immediately ran into my arms. I saw the blood coming down her arm. We talked a bit. I told her that I wanted her to come with me. She called me her brother.. Seriously. Like that hurts. But she also said she needed me. I swear, I will make her like me. Even if its the last thing I do. I need her to be mine.

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