Our Direction

Chapter 5

Louis' POV

we fell asleep together, in my bed, cuddling. it felt so.. right. she's so beautiful, I don't understand how she doesn't see it. her arm was bleeding almost all night from the cutting. it hurt me to know that she would hurt herself like that. and that she starves herself. she's perfect the way she is, but why can't she see it? I woke up late. it was about 11 so I just decided to get up and go make breakfast. I made enough for me and a little extra for her. I just want her to eat a bit. for me. I made some eggs, pancakes, and sausage. when I went upstairs she was still asleep. so I let her continue. I texted Danielle and asked her to get some more clothes for Ally. I promised I would pay her back. she said she would. then I saw Ally come down the stairs. she had slight bed head, but it looked adorable. "well good morning sleeping beauty." I teased "what time is it" she said with her morning voice. "about 11:45. I made breakfast. I knew you wouldn't eat a lot, but I made a bit for you too. please eat, for me." I begged "I can try, I guess." she answered. yes! score! "thank you." I said calmly. "hope you like pancakes, eggs, and sausage." I told her. "actually it's my favorite." she smiled. "well good then I chose wisely." I responded. then she sat down and ate. she had a few bites and then she ran to the bathroom. "ally? are you ok?!" I yelled from the door.

Ally's POV

I ate like 3 bites then I had to run to the bathroom. I puked an puked for like 5 minutes. gross. it tasted TERRIBLE! Louis kept asking if I was ok even though he didn't know I was puking. when I walked out he asked what happened. "I ate too much and had to puke." I stated bluntly. "oh. we will have to take baby steps, right?" he asked. he's so cute, and sweet, and positive. everything about him makes me smile. after breakfast we got ready for the day. it was Tuesday but since we woke up late we decided to not even go to school. I showered and put on my only extra pair of clothes and some make up before we left. Louis refused to tell me where we were going though. so I had to wait and wait and wait. we walked around town for what seemed like forever! but once we got there it was worth it. he had taken me to the carnival. I love carnivals so much! we went on the roller coasters and we played games and we went on the Ferris wheel last. that was my favorite. everything looked so gorgeous. then we started the long walk home. it was nice to just talk with Louis. he told me about his mom and his dad. he said he used to have a younger sister named Gracie but she died when she was 2 because of a brain tumor. then I told him about me. how I was an only child, my mom died from lung cancer when I was 10 and about all the bullying and my abusive father. it seemed like a really fast walk. when we walked in Danielle was there holding like 15 bags. she ran to me and hugged me and yelled "go try them on!" I was confused and she must have been able to tell. "I bought you some new clothes! go try them on!" she said enthusiastically. I went upstairs and set them all on the bed. Danielle has REALLY good taste in clothes. they were all adorable! I put them all on and showed her and Lou. when that was done Danielle had to leave. "thank you danielle, I really appreciate it." I said and gave her a huge hug. she hugged back "anytime!" she said. then me and Louis watched a movie and laid down. he fell asleep with his head on me. he looked so adorable! but he only thinks of me as a friend. I swear, I will get him to like me if its the last thing I do.