All in my Head

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-later that day-

7pm

Anna POV
We were all in the Jacuzzi and ig Brooke and Grace were gonna spend the night ...I mean ig..Grace and I got along well ig Brooke and i did too but she was just so fake. But I have to admit she was okay? Ugh fine she was pretty hot she had a curved body but big ass boobs and no ass. She had dark blue eyes and her hair was really wavy and blond. But for me? Ugh idk I have curves here and there I mean my chest is medium size and I do work on my ass I mean MY ASS ISN'T GONNA GET ROUND IT SELF so I do Squats :) my hair was down to my butt it was brown and if u didn't know I died some parts burgundy..I was wearing a bikini of course so yeah but then..

i was with Cameron his arm was around my waist and Brooke was like all up on Cameron's dick and shit like her THOT ass needs to hop off...

Then I saw Matt not even giving any fucks about Brooke and her actions so I just stayed quite and Jenna whispered in my ear

Jenna: do I need to cut a betch?

Anna: yes please!

We both laughed and Jenna just eyed Brooke

Then I turned and Brooke kissed Cams cheek... really betch?

Jenna: Oh fuck no!

We all looked at her

Jenna: u-uh I just wanted to say a that haha

We all laughed and cam let go me and he wrapped his arm around her neck and she laughed...

I was done..I mean did I have a right to be mad? We weren't even dating but we acted like we were....but I was just mad cuz I thought cam and I had something.

I got out

Nash: where you going?

Anna: um...I'm just not feeling well..I'm gonna go to bed

Jenna: okay love you boo

She kissed my cheek and whispered

Jenna: I'll watch her..don't worry about it babe. He wants you. Remember that.

I smiled and she winked

Matt: night Anna!

Anna: night!

And I left.
I got ready for bed and I just scrolled down twitter. Then I wasn't even tired.. I just stood up and grabbed a guitar I saw..I used to play.. My dad taught me..

I played a couple strings and i took out my notepad and I just wrote what i felt..and i got into it and I started to sing...

(A/n this song was written by tori Kelly but in my story Anna wrote it)

I see you with her and it crushes me inside
Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time
Maybe this is what I needed maybe this is a sign
Maybe I've been blind to reality baby tell me

Every little glance my way
Every time you wanted to hang
You seemed so interested
Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head
Was it real or was it all in my head

She's so pretty you two look so great
Time for me to move on now it was probably just a silly crush anyway
But I just cant help but think that we, we could've had something
Have I really been blind to reality baby tell me

Every little glance my way
Every time you wanted to hang
You seemed so interested
Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head
Was it real or was it all in my head

Was it real or was it fake?
Was it all a mistake?
Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?
Did you ever feel the same?
Was my mind just playing games?
Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?

Every little glance my way
Every time you wanted to hang
You seemed so interested
Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head in my head
Was it real or was it all in my head

(All in My head By Tori Kelly #TheQueen)

I just sat there and sigh...

Then I heard someone clapping..

I turned..i saw Cameron

Anna: oh hey.

He sat by me..

Cam: I didn't know you could sing..

Anna: oh well. You know now..

Cam: the lyrics were powerful.

Anna: yeah..I just wrote it.

Cam: that's great..

He looked at me..

Cam: Jenna told me..

Anna: told you what?

Cam: Anna, you know I love you.

Anna: Cameron, you shouldn't say it if you don't mean it.

Cam: Anna.

Anna: what.

I said bluntly.

Cam: look at me.

I just faced toward him and I didn't make eye contact

Cam: Anna, Look at me

I looked at him..

Cam: Anna, No other girl makes me feel this way...Every time I'm with you,Man, it feels like I'm the only guy in the world...you make me feel like you could be my forever..you know like you could be my Partner for life. When I'm with you and I'm holding you it's like I'm in a whole different world. Anna, Brooke means nothing to me....and you mean the World to me! You are my world Anna, no matter what happens. I'm gonna be there for you every step of the way I'm gonna support you and bring joy and happiness to your heart cuz you do the exact same to me.i wake up everyday thinking about you and looking forward to talking to you everytime..I'm crazy about you. I just thought you were just "the girl next door" but it seems like ur more than that. I wanna have a future with you Anna, I don't care what I have to do as long as I'm with you. I love you Anna Rosa Russett, and I was wondering...if you would be willing to take over the world with me? Like you know be my lover for life? Cuz all I wanna do rn is run away and kiss you and hold you.
I love you. So Anna? Will you be my forever?

I smiled widely and I wiped his tears and he wiped mine and I kissed him passionately.

Me: yes.

And he hugged me tightly.

And kissed me

My heart was definitely beating again.

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