Fading Away (Kohnnie FanFic)

Chapter 4: The Tears of an Angel

Kyle's POV

"No! I'm so not-get that thing off of me!!"
Jordan exclaimed, laughing.
Everyone was just joking around and Bryan was rubbing sock monkey's butt on Jordan's face. "Man we're brutal." I chuckled.
"Oh so YOU wanna fuck sock monkey?" Damon said, ripping the stuffie out of Bryan's hand and slowly approached me.
"No..." I started, putting my hands out.
Damon just rubbed the monkey everywhere possible on my body as I fought for freedom. Everyone was laughing and amidst all the chaos, I hear Johnnie scream..
"Fuck me daddy!" In his high pitched moan, to try and make it funnier.
As distant as I was feeling towards him right now, that never failed to make me laugh. Pretty soon I was having a laugh attack and was unable to truly fight for it to stop. "Ok, I surrender!" I said, breathlessly.
"That's what I thought bitch."
Damon spoke, holding the monkey in the air, making his victory known.

Everything began to go silent as everyone calmed down. Everybody was on some type of electronic, while I just drank a peace tea and read.
I looked over to see Johnnie editing a video and Alex sat unusually close to him as he was doing it. She would point things out and he would either reply with "thanks smarty pants.", ruffle her hair or just smile at her.

For once, I couldn't take this anymore. I didn't want to leave the room though because it would look suspicious. So I just sat there, trying to contain the burning emotions inside of me. It didn't quite work. Tears started to flow and I just couldn't let anyone see.
I tried to walk to the bunks without causing much attention, but one person noticed.

"Kyle are you okay? What's wrong?"
Alex asked worriedly, trying to put her arm around me.
"Get away from me you bitch!!"
I yelled, pushing her away.
It's not like I could've caused more of a scene, so I just ran out of the tour bus.
I sat under a tree and cried until there were no more tears left.