Emma
Food I'm scared of it how it holds me in its grasp bagging me to eat it till I give in foods bad its full of calories and fat I can't be fat I must stay skinny
skinny is good and fat is bad I try be skin and bone cause daddy called me fat whore after rapeing me so some day ill just might be good looking not to be called that ever again.
Mike
Alcohol it's taste it's really good it helps with my stress from family
my rapeist dad that raped my skin and bone of a really sick sister Emma and I since I noticed her getting skinnier every week I start to wonder why she starves herself I hate to see her like that she's dyeing so alcohol is my only way out to die slowly by its lovely taste.
Nikki
Blood I love its color crimson red
a dark red liquid coming
from my skin bleeding
down my skin tears letting
out its pain by one blade
by my own hands a cut, my cut, my physical pain and what a stress relief it also helps to cope with my abusive father who beats Andy and I.
Andy
Fire I love it's hot, it's painful kiss
that burns my skin it helps
with anger by my
abusive dad who beats my sister Nikki and i who finds her way
out by slicing her own skin
the smell of my burning flesh
its the pain it's my only way out
with that pain I feel alive.
