It's hard to move my body
it feels like I got in an accident
at school it's like a soccer ball
just got me on my stomach but the truth is that my dad hits me
pushes me to my bedroom walls whenever I piss him off
I basically live in my room
doesn't matter cause
no matter where I am in the house
he beats on me when he's pissed at me the day he first started
I was 13 so is my brother we're twins but anyways since then
I've been cutting I use anything sharp razors, pop tabs, glass, pins and scissors really anything sharp
I used to do it after he beats on me
but now it's whatever I'm in the mood for it stress, mad, sad anything
he also abuses my brother
whenever he's pissed at him
he self harms to but he burns himself he lives in his room to
but he plays video games
I like to play some vary loud
music in my room
I love to hear the screaming
what I want to do whenever we get beaten on but he would kill us
he said it himself.
