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Alpha

(flash back)

I growl in frustration as the bunny slips past my paws and into the rabbit hole. I try digging as fast as I can to catch the little guy but I know its useless. With hunger pains  and not enough sleep catching pray is pointless. It's only been four days sense my last meal ,and I only caught that meal by luck. it wasn't even that big of a meal. I know I should probably just shift into human form but that would just make my wolf weak and I don't have any money. I mean I did run off with out anything to my name and it would be just an embarrassment to go back into the pack plus if I went back I would probably be killed. I let out a sigh and lay my head down on my dirty paws.  I just sit there and look at the sky for a little while . I'm miles away from My pack and any other pack.  I haven't seen another human or shifter in weeks. The loneliness is starting to get to me. As I lay in the grass with the stars above me, I think back to the pack and the few times I was a little happy.  I feel oily tears slide down my muzzle as I remember  Sage and Lilly.  How I long to see them. The first few days After running away It took me a while before I couldn't hear their howls. They sounded hurt but they were letting the world know that an omega had left . I sit up and turn my head towards the moon. Its only a sliver and  storm clouds are slowly starting to cover it. Yet as I look at it I feel my lungs feel with air. I tilt my head to the sky and I Start to sing.

" Oh Mother moon I'm sorry.

Sorry for the pain I caused you, I left home with out knowing where I was going.

Oh mother moon I'm sorry. You've watched over me for so-- long and I ran away from home.

What kind of child am I , if I cant even face my own fears. Oh mother moon I'm sorry"

by the time the storm clouds have covered the moon , my voice has gotten weak and I feel it's time to go. I stand up and cruse the rabbit one more time before trotting off. I'll keep heading north to the mountains were all the big game is at just so I can try to improve my skills. Once my skills have improved I'll go back and clam what is mine. Even with the pain I'm feeling I will make it.

  I ignore the pain in my chest as I stare down the path that Sage and Lilly went down. Their smell still lingers in the air.  I feel my hand slowly start to reach out. My Lilly and Sage where so close to me, I could still feel their fur on my finger tips. I bring my hand to my lips and kiss the tips. how I long to hold them.My body was heavy and I didn't want to move. They were so beautiful, so breath taking. They were why I was here. Even if my wolf was in pain there was no point in going back now. I smelt the Alpha before I seen him. His metallic smell hurt my nose, It was harsh like blood. "well hello, and who might you be?" his breath was on the back of my neck making my hairs stand up. I turned around slowly trying not to push myself into him. His silver eyes locked with mine. This shifter was one of the worst there was ever to walk the earth. His rule was harsh, the lower leveled wolves didn't have it easy in pack life but he made it hell. "excuse me Alpha I didn't mean to run into you"  He reaches his hard hand up and cups my chin. " what a pretty girl we have here. what pack do you belong to young one?" he creases my face causing my wolf to cringe  . I feel my wolf getting angry. she wants to bite his hand off and do as much damage as she can. Instead   i smile softly holding her back and say," Alpha of the shadow pack, I'm a lone wolf and i wish to play in the games."

  The Alpha looks at me with his cold eyes. I see a sparkle in them. "A pack less wolf you say?" he still has my chin in his bony hand. His fingertips press into my checks slightly. He brings his face close to mine, I'm thankful I'm holding my breath, I can see the yellow of his teeth and the long years of wear and tear. "Why would a pack less wolf want to be in the games again?' his eyes stare straight into mine. I can sense the challenge behind them. "The only reason a lone wolf would come to an Alpha of the pack is if they want to join them." He shoves my  chin away from his face. "A wolf like you with no respect won't make it far in this pack, so I'm going to ask again, why did a lone wolf like you come to me?" I do not back away from him. I lock eyes with him and watch as he bears his teeth at me. I take a deep breath and slowly let it out. "Sir Nightshade, A lone wolf don't have to join a pack until after the games and the only reason they do is if they want to have a good position in the pack. You and I both know, the only way to get a good position in a pack is get a high score on the games." The alpha is circling me watching me from the corner of his eye. I see a smile cross his lips. He must be thinking I want a high place in this pack and for me to get a place in this pack would be harder than getting a place in the other pack. I try my hardest to keep my voice from shaking. "Yet that is not why I came to you," the smile fades from his face "there is another reason why I came to you besides letting you know you have a pack less wolf wanting to play the games." He stops in front of me and gets up close again. His nasty smell is worsen by the smell of his decaying teeth. "Yes there is one or two reasons I can think of for why a lone wolf would want to come to me without wanting to join the pack." As he says this I smell honey and fresh grass mixed with his nasty smell.