Real Love Lasts

3 "Time"

"This what happen when I think about you
I get in my feelings, yeah
I start reminiscing, yeah" - Bryson Tiller

Andrea

Yesterday Kamarion, Bri, and I set out to get answers and we didn't find out anything that we didn't know. So we just went back to Bri's house and watched movies and played with Kamarion.

College life was so fun and tiring. From the endless parties to the stressful exams I really made it out and I've never been so proud of myself but this is really the start of my adulthood.

It's really like wow I'm really 21 years old going on 22 next week and about to start a career and be out here striving and making money the right way.

When I first started school Dre would come down almost every weekend so we could try to make it work long distance. Then every weekend turned to every other weekend then the visits just stopped, every time we would get on the phone it would probably last 3 minutes until he had to go or I had to go.

We really tried to make it work but our lives and distance got in the way of our relationship so the communication stopped.

Except from simple likes from Instagram or retweets from Twitter there was no type of interactions between him and I. I can't lie and say I didn't miss him sometimes I would just get sad at the thought of his name or when little flashbacks of him and I played over and over in my head.

He introduced me to a different type of love I knew nothing about there would be nights where I would stay up until sunrise thinking about us, and what we had.

It just amazed me and sometimes scared me how he had such a strong hold on me but I had to let him go because I couldn't go my whole 4 years of college reminiscing about Dre and I if it was real love then we'll be back together. But now my life has so much going on in it I just don't have time for the baggage of an relationship. But no matter what Dre will always be a friend.

I snapped out of my thoughts as I felt the hot water from the shower turn cold I had already washed so it wasn't like it interrupted anything just my thoughts. I left out of the bathroom and went into my room.

I air dried while I picked out an outfit for today. I ended up deciding on some regular Old Navy jeans and my white and navy blue Nautica shirt and for shoes I decided on my retro 5's yes I know their old and from 2013 but who cares they are fire as fuck.

My plans for today was just to spend time with Kamarion and let Bri rest because she has really been stressed she doesn't even look like her normal vibrant self anymore.

I arrived at Bri house at 11 to get Kamarion.

"Hey baby momma" I greeted Bri once I made my way into the kitchen after I let myself in.

"Don't be creeping in my house like that shawty. I'll cut you" She joked waving a butcher knife around laughing.

I chuckled.

"You cut me, I cut you. But anyways where my boyfriend at?"

"In his skin."

"Shut the hell up. I'll find him myself lil hoe"

I walked back to Kamarion room to find him laying in his beanie chair watching Teen Titans. With his navy blue and red polo shirt and ripped blue jeans with some red Air Force 1's. One thing I can say is Bri knows how to dress this lil one.