Forbidden Love

Chapter Four

I"m sorry, for the disappearance of the story, I had no idea what went wrong. :(

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"Baby, I love you so much, that nobody could ever love you like I do."

"Thank you for the best times of today, you make my heart sing."

"Baby love, you're my future."

Reading this stupid letters from Kiel makes me throw up. But still I end up crying all night. Gathering all the things he gave me, putting them aside in a box where no one could ever remember it.

Those letter are supposed to make me stronger, fight harder, be bolder and be proud. But I can't. I end up crying, I end up missing him, I end up imagining him coming back to me, I miss him, and it seriously hurts. Kiel, the person whom I loved so much, ends up to be loving someone else. I've only taken him serious. And this is what I get. It's just so hard accept.

I did not throw these letters, or burn them into ashes. I just kept it. Somewhere I won't remember. Putting it in a suitcase, and throwing in the attic.

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Walking in the hallway of the school makes me sick. I don't feel happy, or well or I don't know, I feel so dumb that I am too lazy to talk. I put on a hoodie, jeans and wore sneakers. And wore a backpack. I seemed normal. Headphones blaring in my ears, though. I don't really know what I'm listening to, all I know is that I don't hear anybody else. I opened my locker. Then a blue envelop was there. I didn't read it. I was in no mood. Then came Giro.

"I knew you weren't gonna read it. Those are from me, not from your dumbass boyfriend."

"Ex" I exclaimed softly.

He rolled his eyes. "Yea, yea whatever."

I took the envelope, and look curious. "What the heck is this for."

He scratch his head, "Yeee ... It's nothing important, though. It's all up to you."

As I opened the envelope. A small piece of paper.

I smiled when I read it. I looked at him and he was smiling back at me.

He stood straight and kissed my forehead. And whispered. "Everything's gonna be alright."

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Days passed and yet I haven't seen Kiel, or Jennifer around, they must have transferred to another school not taking all the shame they've done. I was really planning on teaching Jennifer on how to French kiss the former soccer FIELD.

But then,they really never showed up. I saw Phillip once, but he has been avoiding me nor Gio. I wondered if this is what he was referring to. "Sooner or later." Those words flashed back. His words

As i walked to the room i noticed Giro hasn't been around yet. Where is he?

"Summer." I heard my name from behind.

I looked behind me. It was Phillip. Why is he looking so blue. And oh yeah."Phillip. Why'd you just show up now?" I asked all of a sudden.

He really looks like he's about to die of sadness. "I-uh..." He sighed. I looked into his eyes. "You look miserable. Is there something wrong?" I asked with concern, though I really want to interrogate him. Did you know about Jennifer and Kiel all along? Is that what you meant when you said sooner or later? Answer me goddamn it. These are the words that I want to say. But I can't bring it up. I am a bitch. I don't give a damn about the world but so what. He is my friend. Phillip is the person whom I can trust. He is just like Giro. But he is a man with few words. I never met his family, but I trust him. I have no exact idea why. Maybe because Giro and Phillip are so close together. Or I just don't know.

"Summer, I- I really- uh. I-" He stutters when he talks.

"It's okay Phil. Just say it."

"It's just that...

*Bang!!*

" Good morning class!!"

My teacher banged her books on the table.

I looked back at Phillip. He just sighed,"After this class." I whispered.

"Oh have you seen Giro?" I asked.

"No." He replied voiceless.

The class went boring. Its just BLAH BLAH BLAH !! Over and over and over again! I wish time would run instead or crawl.

*KRIIIIIIIING*

THANK GOODNESS!! MY WISH WAS GRANTED. I packed my notebooks and pen. Then I intend to look at Phil. "So?" I asked.

"So... What?" He asked.

"Say it." I smiled a little

As he opened his mouth, about to speak.

"SUMMER!!!" France shouted.

I turned in shock she is exhausted. "Giro. Outside. Fight." He said while heavy breathing in every word.

"WHAT ?! WHERE OUTSIDE?!" I asked in anxiously.

She took a heavy breath. "WHERE?! ANSWER ME NOW OR YOU'LL REGRET YOU STILL HAD A LIFE HERE!!" I threatened her. I'm used to threatening people. I fulfill my words anyway.

"Gate. Gate gate." She answered at once.

I got my bag and ran to the gate. I pushed everyone I passed by in the hallway. "Get the fuck out of the way!" I shouted at random people.

When I reached the gate. I saw crowded people. I was sure this was it. "Let me pass!" I demanded. They gave way...

There I saw Giro fist punching with a guy in civilian. A stranger maybe.

"GIRO!!!" I shouted.

They still didn't stop.

I shouted at the top of my lungs "STOP IT!!!!"

Giro saw me. So did this stranger. But they didn't stop.

I had no other choice. I got in the fight I pulled Giro's hair away from the stranger. I pushed them both away from each other. Then I went near the stranger.

*BAM*

Punched him right in the face.

"Summie, I can manage this by myself." He held my shoulder. Then I faced him.

*BAM*

I punched him too. Yes, in the face.

Then they both shut up. The crowd cheered harder. It annoyed me.

"Shut up assholes!" They obeyed."You just stood there watching. When all of you can make a move to stop this shit. GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!"

They just stared at me. "I said, GET OUUTTT!!!"

Then they all runaway like stray cats and dogs being chased by the patrol.

I walked to the stranger and held his collar. "Next time, hit somebody else, not my bestfriend. PUSSY!!"

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End of chapter 4.
Sorry for the late update. I'm busy